I almost jumped from a or 7 story parking garage in Connecticut two years ago when I ran away from my home after trauma and school induced stress broke me. Here I am, a little more adult, but much worse off. Ive been trying to find a way to end it without letting myself twart it. Im going to stock up on downers tonight, and make the trip tommorow. I’ll post again before if I choose to do it.
Well, I almost did it. I was crossing the line before the part of me that hates me stopped me. I deleted my previous posts about my intent for suicide because I felt that they were stupid, childish, poorly written and whatever else negative the other me wanted to come up with.
Anyway, I’ve been depressed for going on 5 years now. Long story not-so-short: my parents have had a volatile, explosive, violent marriage full of mistrust, lies, paranoia. My dad is a HUGE guy. Not in the fat sense, in the could crush a train between his fingers sense. So when things got physical between […]