Since I was about eight, I’ve planned on commiting suicide. I planned everything out, and this was the year. After 8 years no one has noticed. No one has really even noticed me in general. I don’t think my death would touch people, or make anyone feel guilty. It’s not like I want it to, I don’t want people to notice, it’s just dumb that you can just go, and no one would care. Of course my family would be upset, and they would be angry. But I’m angry that they think they can treat me the way they do, and I’m ok with it. […]