hey, there have been a lot of instances when i did something wrong and people would usually stand up for me and i would feel that no i did not do wrong, i was right. but this time, nobody wants to stand up for me, and it feel so bad. i did this thing for everybody’s and my own good and it is really wrong that when i am in a big prob nobody just wants to give me some medical/financial support for it. they all wanted me to do it, that’s why i did it. now i just cant get a hard on. the […]
there is a time when you cannot tell if you need a uplift in life from somebody else, or you should just end it. I have had many such times in my life when i had the feeling that there was nothing that could be done now except suicide, but there always was a helping hand – friend or relative who stood by me and told me not to do it. but this time it is completely different, i have no way to tell if i should do it or not. and the thing is such that i think that my head spuns each time […]
when i was 13 years old, i think this was the moment which made my life sucks. i had this thing of eating anything and everythign. so when i was near that beach near my house, i found those stones very interesting and had the tendency to eat them, tried eating a relatively big one, but wasnt able to. then i tried eating those small stones and my life got sucked up for more than a year, as they had to removed by an operation which costed me more than i earned for the next 2 years of my life. now […]