Experiencing a life time of hell right now. Physically mentally and emotionally tired. Suffering from all 3. I think I’m extra weight to the surrounding crowd. I barely see any importance of me. The people who tries to make others laugh deserves to be alone at the end. Failed socially again in a different perspective than any other time frame of my life. Still hoping for the best though.
That’s like whenever I think I’m in a positive mood something comes and crashed me back again worse than the early disaster. “Don’t ruin other peoples happiness if you can’t find your own”. Just grabbed me […]