some of us, in this time of society cannot be redeemed. certain times in history have put much negativity on certain groups of individuals, that there was no return to a prosperous life. things I have done will haunt my future until I die, as far as I can tell. I don’t live as much as exist. over a decade, I have lived maybe 2 years total. I constantly wait for another opportunity at a possibility of living. I get tired of waiting. some will say ” well do something about it”. so many restrictions overseen by others makes making opportunities nearly impossible. some of […]
unfortunately seeing myself die alone. had much potential but wasted my life. not the kind of life that is appealing to another. don’t feel like I belong anymore. nothing against the younger but would like to hear from peers.
It’s been a while, although it sits at bay ready at a moments notice. Just waiting for the next opportunity to form again. Sad existence. No real purpose. I feel like I suffer so everyone else can continue. When I hear of someone committing, I am not sad. I understand that this place is not for everyone. Read a quote that the noise is too much for some. Or something like that. I’ve got more to say but gonna stop now. I wanna see if anyone relates.