everything’s “just a joke” and “boys being boys” until someone decides to kill themselves.
then they call it a “tragedy”
http://https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyAc5w2VTVM
it doesnt matter where you are
it doesnt matter who you are
it doesnt matter what you are
sometimes you just need to scream at the top of your lungs because staying inside your head for one
more
goddamn
minute
would be like a snowball to stay inside of a furnace of its own free will
and you just need to to hold onto the last possible shreds of your sanity
and the last bit of your motivation
and the final shard of energy
because the only thought that drives you on is that maybe you will get better.
sometimes you just need to scream
but its less about the screaming and more about being heard
because being […]
i can barely take this anymore. ive gotten so much anxiety about strangers that i havent left the house in days. every time i go out i feel like everyone is silently judging me and they dont want me around but it would be rude to ask me to leave. my step dad barely speaks to me anymore and my mom goes out drinking twice a week. they both dont know. they dont know how depressed i am. they dont know how close i am to taking my life. nobody knows. all my happiness feels like a mask at this point, just covering up how […]
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