Insomnia such a stupid thing, you know? It will come in your most tiring moments and make you feel stunned awake.
It’s almost 3 in the morning and I’m laying here with nothing to do then post on this site.
What am I doing with my life?
What are you doing with yours?
So, idk how to start this but here goes.
(Sorry it’s so long)
I keep going back to this same guy just because he’s the only person who’s ever really liked me for me. He doesn’t ever want a relationship but I always have, but when I bring it up he pushes it aside and doesn’t want to talk about it because he always has an excuse. I know what some people are gonna say, that it’s a toxic relationship or that he doesn’t give a shit and ik all of that but, I can’t get him out of my head. He’s the only thing stopping me […]
So today I told my mum that I’ve been wanting to well kill myself and she just blew me off. I’ve told her I’m the past and she has the same reaction all the time. I pour my heart out and tell her literally everything but she doesn’t even look at me and just says “okay but sort it out yourself”.
The thing is my mum has depression and other things wrong with her so it makes home life hard. I have 6 siblings and only one of them is older, I feel like I’m trapped looking after my younger siblings because my mum can’t get […]
It’s kinda a shit poem that I wrote when I was at a low point but I had the courage to show it to my sister and she laughed. I felt like I was gonna get a different reaction where she would finally realise “shit you need help” but I guess nothing changes in this shitty world.
Life itself
I lay here hopelessly upon my bed
Where words seem to fall but yet,
They never seem to leave my head where I sit behind a colourless screen and constantly keep falling in and out of a bad dream,
The net I cast to set me free only […]
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