I have no idea what state my body will be in when I finally do this. I don’t want to traumatize my mother with the sight of me like this. So I need to post a note for her outside my bedroom letting her know that she needs to not come into my bedroom, that I’ve died, and she needs to call the police to handle it. And I guess that’s where some angels on the internet come in to tell me if I sound like I’m being cold or if it’s going to make her want to come in the room more and so on.
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