I am not able to ever cry and haven’t in over 4 years
One of my core problems is that I am extremely vengeful. When sombody does somthing major to hurt me I cannot let go of it until I get revenge for it. I feel like forgiving is weak and defeat, sorry if that is offensive. Anything major that happened even 10 years ago I am still mad about. I really should have gotten my revenge along time ago instead of holding the anger for years. I don’t believe in karma so to me If I don’t get them back they got away with it. And reveng is the onlything I can do now that could possibly […]
I have had severe depression for way to long. I used to be so happy and creative and wished I could live forever a long time ago I cant even imagine wanting to live forever now. I have lost all interest in everything in life, peoples advice is usually “Do what you enjoy doing” The problem is I have no hobbies,interests, and cant think of even one thing I enjoy doing. I feel so burned out like nothing is ever new and even if I have never done somthing it feels like Ive done it 10,000 times before. I have never had a girlfriend and […]
If you are being bullied please kick their ass. My biggest regret is never standing up to a bully. I always said I didn’t because I didnt want to get in trouble at school but that is bullshit the worst that would happen is 5 day suspension oh no :0 not five days off school anything but that. Seriously though I would prefer a little trouble than years of regret
I know you are all suicidal but I just have one request. I wouldn’t say I am against suicide I believe that it is fully the persons choice. I just want you to consider what your problems are becuase I see som many posts on here about people saying they are going to kill themselves over relationships and arguements and I want you to ask If: 1 in five years will this still matter or affect you? 2 Is this permanent or temporary? 3 Is there anything you can do now to get relief from it? 4 how long has this been a problem? 5 […]
I envy most of you beucase you have god as a net for when you fall. I dont believe in god so my fall has no bottom I have been inside the lowest nihilism and lost the motivation to self harm I have felt like just laying still in my bed forever. I believe that hen i die I am gone forever Religion has actually been a large cause of my problems becuase It showed me that humanity is gulible and that they will murder over somthing thats core message is love and peace.
To me the only way to live is to say its my life and I will do what ever I fucking feel like doing. If I don’t want to go to school I dont go, If I feel like going outside at 3am I say fuck the curfew. I will no longer have anybody ever again tell me what to do and I will personally clash with anybody telling me otherwise. I dont give a fuck about societies norms and expectations and Fuck getting a job. I am obligated to absolutely fucking nothing at all becuase I didnt even choose to live this life. If […]
I really hate religion its such a disease It causes wars, murder, and hatred. Nobody can come up with a single real proof of God but humanity will kill over it. I also hate when people say that god sends people who kill themselves to hell I’ll send God to hell if he exists for obvious reasons. I am also starting to hate humanity becuase I see how we destroy the earth and torture, rape and murder each other and all the animals, follow what we are told without question and then say we are the most intelligent species. I really feel bad for animals […]
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