I think I’m depressed again. My best friend left without saying goodbye and I don’t have many friends. I’m really awkward. I try to be social but it doesn’t ever work because no one likes me. My family hates me and my grandma looks at me like she wants me dead. I live in a family full of people who make me feel worthless and unloved. I guess it doesn’t hurt that they hate me, it hurts that I’m too happy and too big of a coward to just die like they want me to. I live in a world full of people who hate […]
It’s been a while since I’ve posted and I’m actually getting worse. I’m beginning to hate everything even more than I already do. It’s a good thing I haven’t cut myself in over a month.
I’m so tired of faking the same smile everyday and pretending to be happy when I’m not. I have a fucking brain tumor. Why can’t I manage to be happy? Whenever I begin to feel better something bad happens and ruins it. Tonight I thought about killing myself for the first time in weeks.
If I ended it all, no one would care.. my family would be happy a load […]
I just don’t know what to do anymore. Sometimes, I feel absolutely broken and don’t even want to live anymore. But other times, I actually feel happy. But even when I’m happy I feel tired of being here.
Today, I thought about taking my life because I’m so sick of living and couldn’t see the point.
I’m living for my girlfriend, just 5 more years and we can move in together and maybe 1 more year until we get promise rings<3 That's the only reason I'm still here. I'm so convinced no one really loves me and they're all lying to me. They probably are. In […]
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I might have to kill myself tonight.
Everything just fucking fell apart on me,
I have no idea what to do about it.
I died inside and no one is here to help me through this.
I’m afraid I won’t succeed and I’ll end up somewhere in the psych ward.
I’m so afraid.
Life sucks so bad right now,
I’m so sick of this right now.
My friends leave me out all the time and I feel so left out all the time.
I can’t do this anymore. Really, I can’t.
I just feel awful all the time.
Depression is eating me up. Bad.
I’m so worn out.
Just getting up, waking up everyday going through the same routine everyday. There’s nothing exciting to life anymore I hate it.
My friends are so angry with me. I have a best friend, and if I don’t say one of them is my best friend they get seriously angry. I don’t like this position they put me in, I hate it so much. I want to escape this world without saying a word, really I do.
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I’m seriously running out of time…My friends wont believe me but I’m probably going to kill myself tonight.
Their “It’ll get better” speeches don’t work anymore. I just cant live anymore
Starting this Year January 29th, I became suicidal. And ever since, ive been a freak. I’m really tired of it and 2011 was the worst year of my life.
I don’t want to live past today. No one loves me, no one cares that I’m struggling and my mom doesn’t even show compassion at the fact that I’m depressed. Yesterday, my grandma found my cutting knife in my purse. My mom called me forever retarded and didn’t even take the time to realize I had been cutting myself and was struggling. I have the worst family ever.
I am probably going to kill myself tonight. Have […]
Lately, Ive been feeling so alone and unloved. Like…my own best friends don’t love me like they say they do. Whenever someone tells me they love me, my brain thinks “no you don’t.” And I feel all my friends love their other friends more than they love me.
My point is, I need to die. No one gives a crap about me if I did. Therefore, someone kill me.
I haven’t been on here in forever! I missed all of you guys! Literally haven’t since about August? Yeah, August. Well hello!
Life actually sucks for me. I feel like dying still. I’ve been happy and safe on and off but now I know I need to kill myself. Because of my last overdose, I don’t want to do that anymore because of how painful and uncomfortable it was for me. I need a new method. Knives don’t work. I’ve tried cutting and have before but they don’t like making me bleed a lot. I guess I need to just learn.
I’m so lonely. All the kids […]
I just can’t live anymore. I got caught so I can’t overdose. I need ideas. I’m not asking for your ideas because technically you would be helping me kill myself.
I just need to die, Or have someone to talk to. I’ve lost all my close friends and my life has been really bad.
I’m done. I no longer want to live. I’m killing myself. Tonight, actually.
I am so sick of living. I am just ready to die. The person I love rejects me on a daily basis- Not from being in a relationship, but from being friends. It hurts my heart everytime I do and I Tend to cry for hours about it everyday. I just want to die and escape the pain.
Everyone hates me. I am having so much trouble with my family, since they recently found out that I am suicidal. They make jokes and keep waving Suicide In my face like it’s a game- I plan to show them it’s not and try again, but this time […]
I feel like God left me to die. He let me suffer for a year and now he is just leaving me to die. I have no one, but an amazing friend who never talks to me about my problems.
I guess I’m just seriously lonely. I am more alone than ever right now, And just wish I had someone. Anyone.
I do not know WHY I am doing this. I am so lonely so I just jumped at the chance.
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So I got help yesterday. I told my doctor about one
Recent suicide attempt. I LIED. I refused to tell her
about the other 10 times I had tried and didn’t mention
anorexia or my panic attacks.
My friend said if I fucked up my life while she was in Italy,she would never forgive me. She is coming back in 12 days and I’m still a suicidal freak. What to do?!?!?
I know what you might say-she’s not a real friend if she doesn’t stick by me? But it’s not like that. I’ve been this suicidal girl for about 8 months now And it gets tiring […]
I’m not exactly sure what to do anymore. My best friend suggests I get help and I know I need help but I’m scared what my mom will say. I will be the odd person out, the only person in the family who would even consider suicide.
I am always overdosing, I don’t believe it’s a problem I’d need to go to rehab for. Is it? I overdose maybe every week? I’m not constantly doing it Everyday so why tell anyone about it?
People I know have been cutting, but it hurts and I always cringe when I think about it. But I have two recent cuts […]
I don’t know how, and I’m not sure why but I’m in love with a girl. Just so you guys know, I am a girl. She is 2 years older but is the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen.
We’ve been through a lot. She basically hates me and says I stalk her and doesn’t wanna even contact me.
So today, I asked my friend to txt her and ask her to call me and my friend told me exactly what she said instead of telling me she said no, which would’ve saved me tears and probably my life. I wanna kill myself because she […]
I’ve never known happiness. I always find myself convincing my friends I was happy and then the next day, I’d be depressed.
Usually, I have periods of happiness and it never lasts for a day. I just go right back to slitting my wrists, taking overdoses, and drinking.
My friend told me there is nothing stronger than the will to live. I don’t have that will? There are times when all I want to do is die. But I can’t do that because I have a fear of hell…
Sometimes I feel like rolling into a ball in a corner and listening to Adele. She usually saves me, […]