I just don’t know what to do anymore. Sometimes, I feel absolutely broken and don’t even want to live anymore. But other times, I actually feel happy. But even when I’m happy I feel tired of being here.
Today, I thought about taking my life because I’m so sick of living and couldn’t see the point.
I’m living for my girlfriend, just 5 more years and we can move in together and maybe 1 more year until we get promise rings<3 That's the only reason I'm still here. I'm so convinced no one really loves me and they're all lying to me. They probably are. In my head, i'm an awful person who deserves to die a slow, painful death.
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You just echoed my thoughts word for word. Minus the girlfriend part. Hiw may i help you? Would like a friend to listen or offer a point if view kn something? Im bored and very depressed laying on top of the stairs to my house..its nice outside
I guess<3 GiaBrownrocks@gmail.com
thank you 🙂