I know I’m depressed. There’s nothing particularly wrong with my life. Nothing gives me pleasure any more. It’s been like this over six years now. I’ve tried essentially every antidepressant, every psychotherapy and several experimental treatments. I’m about to have ECT.
I probably have 30+ years of life ahead of me. I can’t spend it like this. My goal is not to have to in a way that results in minimal harm to others.
Making it look like an accident would probably minimize harm. How do I do that?
Suggestions?