I stumbled upon this a few moments ago, reading a couple of the blog posts about suicide. Like so many others, I consider it and I empathize with all of you. My “name” is Xinite.. I’m 27, schizophrenic, bi-polar, clinically depressed and am on three different medications for these- an anti psychotic called Abilify, an antidepressant called Mirtazapine, and sedative for PTSD- Xanax. I’m still depressed. I still break down. I still hear voices. I’m still paranoid. I still feel crazy. I took Zyprexa until I gained 40 pounds and had disgusting, traumatic nightmares every single night […]