I have contemplated suicide way too many times to count. Never anything too violent because i wouldn’t want to embarrass my corps. My mother was a victim to suicide in 2001. It was accidental, so i was told. We had a great mother daughter night the night before and i really felt like i had my mother back. she had been in and out of jail tons of times. but this time i really felt like she was mine. Until i woke up. The last thing i remember of my mother was her rubbing my back to make me fall asleep next to her. When […]