i am in pain so much now.
i cant do anything even eating. i feel i am getting be weak.
but its ok because i want to be dead.
i am tired of being nice to people and caring about them .
i realized that they just used me for their happy. and i have nothing. i dont expect too much in life.i just dont want to cry anymore and hurt myself… my head is full of how to kill myself…
its hurting me so much. tried to forget what happened in past, but i cant.
there are so many bad people in this world […]
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