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Leaving Home

by YouAreStrong 2/20/2016

written by YouAreStrong

Was wondering if anyone one here has tried this before, kind of like running away I suppose.

I’ve had this idea now for a while and honestly I’m really wanting to go through with it.

I’m 17, failing college, deeply depressed, I have no idea what I’m doing with my life any more and some days it’s a miracle I am even here the next morning. For a while now I have had this idea in my head to pack my bag and leave a note to my family basically saying “Don’t look for me, I will find you when I’m ready.” After leaving home my plan […]

2/20/2016 8 comments

Voices, death, life, what the hell is going on?

by YouAreStrong 2/15/2016

written by YouAreStrong

I’m never going to be the same, it’s still here in my head and it’s not going away. The voice in my head.

He’s me but not me, how do you describe yourself when you don’t even know who you are anymore. He knows me better than anyone else, better than my parents ever will, better than my “friends” ever will. I don’t think even she can save me anymore. It’s been too long.

I wanted to go to college, I wanted to go to university to study maths. Now I can’t hardly do a sum without thinking about her, or what I’ve done since, what I’m […]

2/15/2016 0 comment

Just insane

by YouAreStrong 1/6/2016

written by YouAreStrong

Not much to say other than I’ve totally lost it. I can do something about this, I could try again but I’ll only hurt people more. Tell no one and just go. Was I getting better? Probably. No it’s all gone to shit. Just want to curl up and shy away from everyone and everything. Nothing constructive from this just sadness.

1/6/2016 1 comment

Still low, doing okay, feel alone. I’ll be alright…

by YouAreStrong 12/31/2015

written by YouAreStrong

I’m hoping this is just something that will pass shortly but I think it’s going to be here for a while, I thought I might as well just type out how I’m feeling.

I’m sat in my house alone. My family have gone to their friend’s for a party leaving me here, I don’t blame them for the past couple months I’ve been the most depressing person to be around. I’m not seeing this getting any better anytime soon and honestly I don’t know what to do anymore. My friends are all dressed up and at a party I wasn’t invited to, so I’ve got no […]

12/31/2015 2 comments

It’s gone wrong

by YouAreStrong 12/16/2015

written by YouAreStrong

I don’t know what I’m looking for from this, a place to get everything off my chest to hopefully clear my mind. This is going to be a long post.

I’m 17, male, currently attending a school that specialises in Mathematics, I’m studying Mathematics, Further Mathematics, Physics and Computer Science for my A levels. I have links to a cyber security firm who will give me a scholarship and put me through a computer science degree should I choose to go to university. I also have a huge interest in nuclear energy and want to see if I can get a job in that field. My […]

12/16/2015 9 comments