I really wonder how many people stay in by themselves tonight…I feel like I am the only one with nowhere to go or no one to see.
I hope 2014 will be better than 2013…otherwise I don’t know how long I can hold on.
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I can’t wait for the never-ending holidays to end! Can’t wait for the 1st to come, so everything can go back to normal. Why must we go to a party on the 31st? Why?
No matter what I do, eventually I feel sad again. That hint of sadness is always there. I am trying hard, but what I want seem so far away. It is impossible.
I have good days and bad, but I always feel better knowing you are all here. I feel less alone.
I had my first meeting with a therapist today. I talked about my problems, I cried. Everything happened just I envisioned. My therapist said it’s important to have hope. No Kidding!
She asked if I ever thought about suicide. I said No. I lied.
Ever since I discover this site, I’ve been coming here every night to read the posts. In a way it’s comforting to know I am not alone.
I have friends and family that care about me. Everyone in my life are moving along in their lives, I feel like I am being left behind. There is this sadness inside of me that I fight to keep down everyday. I have told one trusted friend about what I am feeling, I know I have to stay positive, I have to think there’s hope, there’ll be change. Yet, everyday I do the same thing day after day, see the same people, hear […]