I really wonder how many people stay in by themselves tonight…I feel like I am the only one with nowhere to go or no one to see.
I hope 2014 will be better than 2013…otherwise I don’t know how long I can hold on.
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I’ll be by myself and I haven’t gone out to a New Year’s party in probably 15 years. I stay home and watch the Twilight Zone Marathon on the Syfy channel. Much more peaceful.
looks like im going out with a friend,,,,,,, a party,,,,,, not that I will fully enjoy it…… but I wan a get out I believe.
I suggest you do too if you have the choice.
I will be staying in alone, so you’re definitely not the only one.
Gary555 – I’m also watching the Twilight Zone marathon! I do it every year. It’s the only thing I look forward to regarding the holidays.
Just got myself a bottle of Rose Champagne. I guess it’s not all that bad. I guess I could’ve gone out if I really wanted to, but I don’t want to invite myself to parties…Everyone is so contend with their own group of friends, I don’t want to intrude.
Me too. Didn’t feel up to doing anything today. My life used to consist of work and sleep. I was at the end of my tether anyway. I probably had what they call a breakdown. I’ve been out of sorts for a long time and don’t wan’t to over do it. The past few days I’ve felt like I was before the initial setback last year. I’m rediscovering things I thought I’d forgotten which feels incredible. I’m happy enough. No one should feel like they have to do something extravagant.
I was at a new years party and again I still feel like wanting to die. It doesn’t necessarily make it much better when it comes to that stuff.. But I think I understand how you feel, it feels bad when it seems there is no place to go and you are trapped inside your apartment, all when you should be having fun with other people somewhere.
I’m being forced to watch a New Year’s party and I want to die.
What do you mean “watch a new years party”, if you don’t mind me asking.
The stupid television shows with all the people and the singing and the swaying, all the happy or fake-happy people welcoming in another year after they probably spent half of the last one complaining and somehow expect this one to be any different despite being the same people. Another arbitrary mark for an arbitrary society.
I suppose it’s one year closer to the end of the Earth. Maybe that’s worth celebrating. Well beyond my lifetime though.
I see. I quess it is quite arbitrary and fake (and so boring!), those shows, I can agree to that. Aye, people might be a little foolish to think that another year will be better, but is it really wrong to hope so?
And why would you want to celebrate end of the Earth?
They will begin the year immediately by complaining about how everyone else is ruining their world, but they will never stop to question their own beliefs and actions, thereby contributing nothing to the greater good and the imminent situations that so seem to enrage them and make them lash out at one another. The only way they stitch shut divides is to conquer those they’ve named enemies.
The end of the Earth… it would bring a statement end to this experiment and, by extension, me. I wouldn’t have to hurt anyone. It would put a final end to all the squabbling and bickering and suffering this society willingly produces. I am finding humanity to be like bacteria in a petri dish and the reason it exists is to selfishly consume one another. No more insults, no more ignoring, no more ugliness. Just one final peace.
Elcyc, you understood me perfectly. Thank you. I feel better someone out there understands.