I’ve tried everything… Well, everything except pills because my doctor won’t give any to me. I guess I’m not important enough…
All I want to do is to jump off a bridge and not be saved. I don’t want to do this anymore, I can’t. The pain, the anxiety, all the fucking thinking, it’s too unbereable…
Everyone secretly hates me anyway, so I do not think that they would give a shit. And my therapist would probably just be happy to get rid of me..
so this is the part where I say goodbye. Goodbye pain, goodbye thoughts, goodbye everything.