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Family & Friends Effects

The effects of suicide on family and friends.

by anon emuss 4/13/2015

written by anon emuss

Hello fellow humanoids,
I am new here, this is my first post, feedback is appreciated.
Recently while delving into the depths of internet suicide material, I came accross a few mentions of how suicide is a very selfish way to die. This rather annoyed me as, on the contrary, I find it a very unselfish, noble way to die. Surely one has a right to be selfish with ones own life? Surely it is those who preach this that are being selfish? They ask us to remain trapped in these useless lives, suffering everyday, just so they dont have to deal with our deaths.
I […]

4/13/2015 7 comments

I hope someone can please reply to me, I feel so lonely

by Marychan 4/13/2015

written by Marychan

I am a girl in high school. I don’t have a lot of friends and recently I quarreled with my so-called best friend. I used to have lunch and go back home with her every day. Now that we have had a fight, we no longer talk. I need to ask someone else to go back home and have lunch with me every single day. I feel like I am bringing troubles to people. I feel like they are just too nice so they wouldn’t refuse me even though they really think that I am annoying. I don’t dare talking to my so-called friends about […]

4/13/2015 9 comments

I need someone :<

by Meg725 4/13/2015

written by Meg725

I have no one. My best friend don’t give a f* about me. I had a fight with his friend and he forced me to apologize with them even though it wasn’t fault so i sacrifice my dignity and apologized to them. We were best friend before i had a fight with his friends , he stops hanging out with me and left me sit alone in the class . I start to have my lunch alone in the school , feeling helpless in the class . I tried to overdoes paracetamol and ended up vomited all of them out and i never going to […]

4/13/2015 2 comments

Unsure of feelings

by Umbonn 4/9/2015

written by Umbonn

This isn’t exactly a story about an attempted suicide or a failed suicide attempt. I have not experiences none of them but I’m in current fear that I might e sharing my own story of a failed attempt soon – or not.

I have never been diagnosed with depression but I started to self harm 2 years ago. I stopped last year because I told my family (a stupid mistake if I have to be honest) but sine November, I began to feel a bit bad and sad and yeah. By January, I had written that I was suicidal and that I hated life.

I mean, I […]

4/9/2015 1 comment

After All

by RogerRabbit10210622 4/8/2015

written by RogerRabbit10210622

I guess the only thing holding me back is the curious fear I have of whats next. Is there a heaven like all our grandparents say? Or is there just black nothing? Will I linger and watch the aftermath, because that just might be worse. To watch all the ones I love suffer…. but at the same time living is a burden to them. I don’t know….what do you guys think happens when we are set free?

4/8/2015 4 comments

what should i do

by fuckeverything07 4/5/2015

written by fuckeverything07

I have ‘friends’ who always trying to bring me down. I know they’re a lot smarter than me but they always act like i’m the dumbest. They never compliment over success that i did. They never want any idea from me when we do a group project. I dont know why they’re doing this to me. All I know it starts when they know my first sem result( didnt turn out good). And I’m starting to blame myself – why i’m just stupid. I never want this to happen. Now they barely talk to me. well fuck you bitches

4/5/2015 4 comments

Bills and Debt and a Life Full of Nothingness

by justagirl7 4/4/2015

written by justagirl7

I’m nearly 30 years old. I’m in a long-term relationship with a live-in partner. We live in an apartment in a house. I work from home and because of this I basically work 24/7. My partner works as a delivery man but only works about 5 hours a day. His hand is broken from punching a wall when he was angry. He uses his broken hand as his newest excuse to be lazy.

There’s a lot of resentment. He spends most of his money on marijuana. This is a daily occurrence. Any attempt to discuss this issue is met with fighting, me being to blame […]

4/4/2015 6 comments

story vent…dunno…? part 1

by constalation oh man 4/1/2015

written by constalation oh man

Let me apologize ahead for mispelled words and punctuation im not really caring about that shit and hope know one i know sees. Im also sorry if i upset anyone….k so im going to kinda just say how i ended up the way i am today. I was in shelter with my mother when i was born, my father was horrible to my mother he beat her cheated on her gave her chlamydia while pregnate with me. My mother chose to stay because i think she loved him and maybe was also scared to leave and be with me all on her own she had […]

4/1/2015 4 comments

Why does this it happen to me?

by Depressed._.person 3/31/2015

written by Depressed._.person

So, I need help. I don’t know why I live anymore. My dad has been abusing me and bullying me since forever. Whenever I get picked up from him on weekends he just abuses me and calls me a failure. And compares me to everyone else as if I am not good. Now my best friend that I thought we shared everything in common with supposably thinks I’m lying because he boyfriend lied to her about something and of course girls choose their boyfriends. And the thing is she told me to change. And now she ended the friendship with me. By growing up I […]

3/31/2015 4 comments

Life is boring , boring life. why movies, games, anime/manga, & fantasy/imagination is better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

by niki 3/31/2015

written by niki

life is boring , boring life. why movies , games , anime / manga, & fantasy / imagination is better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

everyday life is the same : wake up, eat, go to school/work, boring, then go back home, eat, then sleep, then repeat again.
but movie / game / anime / manga / comics / books are much more exciting & interesting than this boring life !
for example: like in the world / universe of Harry Potter, Avatar, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Marvel / Marvels, Avengers, X-Men, Divergent / Insurgent , Star Wars, The […]

3/31/2015 7 comments

Life and death

by oshanze 3/31/2015

written by oshanze

Life and death have been in love for longer than we have words to describe.

3/31/2015 0 comment

by leapfrog 3/28/2015

written by leapfrog

i know he was kidding but I thought about it and, would i enjoy it if he choked me? stabbed me? I don’t know. I mean, I do want to die.

i wouldn’t mind if it was you

i hope maybe, in a weird way, i could get you angry enough for you to actually maybe scare me away or get rid of me. I don’t know. I’m weird. I’m sorry Elu, I love you, really. sort of. I’m not worth being friends with you. I’m not worthy of you’re kindness or anything.

Maybe one day I can find the courage to leave you alone.

3/28/2015 2 comments

This is gonna be a rough one, but it has to happen

by serenityseeker 3/25/2015

written by serenityseeker

okay, so i was just writing a post that gave everyone all the information that could possibly need and then some about any reason I may have for feeling blue. I had to stop myself mid way because I realized it wasn’t even helping me out. I was boring myself! Instead, what I am going to try to do here is just blurt it all out. Say what I’m feeling, maybe add a reason or two, and then move on to the next whatever comes to mind. I’m hoping this does at least a little something for someone if not for me.
3………………3………………….2………………………………….2……………………………………2……………………………..1…………..GO!

worthless. I […]

3/25/2015 3 comments

Looking into his heart and soul –

by AvidJourney 3/22/2015

written by AvidJourney

I am drinking a beer. I have dried tears on my distant face. I am reminded of the most severe pain I’ve ever experienced. I have glimpsed into my father’s mind and seen a tiny bit of the damage that relentless emotional damage, drugs and physical pain were causing him: before he decided that he did not want to deal with any of it anymore. “…made me turn to drugs and use the needle and my drug addiction to destroy myself..” “Makes me want to be left alone and not bothered by people.” “My moods are usually controlled by how often I think of my […]

3/22/2015 0 comment

My Life

by Dontjudgeme 3/16/2015

written by Dontjudgeme

Where do i start well first and most importantly i love my family but sometimes i feel they dont love me back.I have been having these thoughts for a while now,everything in my life is just gone wrong.For one i cant find a girlfriend but that’s mostly because deep down inside im really afraid of rejection.My sister is on dyalisis and needs a kidney,so me and my mother take of her together because my sisters father was deported a while ago and he has never took […]

3/16/2015 2 comments

Spare me the ‘confidence’ boosts

by daikirai 3/14/2015

written by daikirai

one day left. Its quite nice being so numb, i no longer think so much and no longer care about how it may affect her and everyone else. without her even being near me i can tell how hurt she is, i wish she would just let go, it would be so much easier…..people always say it’ll get better, well it never did it just got worse and even now people say it but they still don’t realise for some it never gets better, it just gets worse. I wonder whats after…..death, is it worse then this? Or better then this?

3/14/2015 1 comment

I never knew just how much….

by serenityseeker 3/14/2015

written by serenityseeker

my mind really meant to me. I spent the majority of my teen and adolecent years concerned with how I looked, what I wore, who I spent time with and so on. My educaiton was never a really huge concern of mine (although I did care if I was able to get the higher marks on my sudies along with my peers) but I did okay as far as all of that went. Even into my 20’s I wasn’t as concerned with what I knew as much as I was with what I was doing at the time.
Now, here I am in my late […]

3/14/2015 0 comment

Every Beginning Must Have An End

by DarkShadow 3/14/2015

written by DarkShadow

Hello everyone,

i would like to preface this by saying thank you to the wonderful staff who have created this website and for those who will read this. I appreciate your time.

I am a 26 year old man. I stand six feet tall and have a decent body and some pretty nifty talents and gifts, but sadly i in my short time on this planet have managed to destroy every single good thing that has ever happened to me through very poor decision making. I currently perform stand up comedy, i am in a nirvana tribute band and i have a variety of extracurricular and […]

3/14/2015 6 comments

June.

by FreakOfNature 3/11/2015

written by FreakOfNature

I’m going to go by my middle name, which is Briana, i’m 16 and obviously a girl. I decided that in June, I will die.

I wanted to do it on a month when no one in my family has birthdays or anything special going on. Reason why? I don’t to ruin anyone’s ‘special’ events during that month. I have now, until June to get my sister out of the house. I do not want her there when it happens, let alone have a 6 year old find me. I am planning everything down to the time.

I’m not sure how I plan to do it, but […]

3/11/2015 9 comments

My Story Part 1

by whatawaist2000 3/10/2015

written by whatawaist2000

At age 6 I was raped. I covered it up, pretended to be happy. Pretended it didn’t happen. I was extremely shy and scared of people. He told me he would kill me if I told anyone.

When I was 7 my family moved. Leaving the man who raped me behind. I still miss the country side, my brother and I would go into the woods and catch animals. We had 2 begals, my dad traded them for a pig. He slautered it.

When school started I wasn’t very popular, and people bullied me. Calling me crack hills when I bent over, shoving me in the hall, […]

3/10/2015 3 comments

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