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escape hell

by Bisban
written by Bisban

the last strain is called comatose.
I do not want to get too close to the radiation.
a falling astral sound of the heart.
I only pray to one.

Icarus. Can you ever be born again.
I am the only that dies in this world.
I won’t walk again into the shop.
God. Is not just a word.

God, is the Almighty. Turning the word into capital.
The new age. I befall, stricken. Damnation secretly lives.
In front of our eyes. Inside our hearts.
But I just want to breathe. A trio, and all that I can’t do.

My salvation. Under the ocean. Descending.
A magician, there is […]

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Nice teeth

by Phil McLoven
written by Phil McLoven

 

Do you ever get the urge to spontaneously start dancing because the joy you feel is so overwhelming? There’s a song playing in your head, you’re beautiful, everyone loves you, and your future is sure to be awesome?

Does that ever happen to you?

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Hell here I come

by LovingLife
written by LovingLife

Music from the game Diablo, very “hellish” and creepy as it can get, I bet if there were music in the underworld it would sound like this.

Some thoughts:

I can see what you see not
vision milky then eyes rot
when you turn they will be gone
whispering their hidden song
then you see what cannot be
shadows move where light should be
out of darkness, out of mind
cast down into the halls of blind

and another:

So this is hell. I’d never have believed it.
You remember all we were told about the torture-chambers,
the fire and brimstone, the “burning marl.” Old wives’ tales!
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The cruel tutelage of Pai Mei

by Phil McLoven
written by Phil McLoven

 I watched both of the Kill Bill movies today (for the 14th time). Pai Mei is my favorite character from the series. I wonder if I could train under someone like him. How does one even go about finding an authentic Pai Mei? Would I need to infiltrate an international assassin network  first?

This actor is named Gordon Liu. He was also the leader of the Crazy 88’s – (the pack of swordsmen who try to kill Beatrix Kiddo at O-ren Ishii’s compound). Mr. Liu suffered a stroke in 2011 which left him partially paralyzed on his right side, and he’s got a […]

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A quote from the interwebz

by clevername
written by clevername

“Life is what happens while you’re busy trying to fix RSI.” (repetitive strain injury) [this is actually paraphrased]

Now substitute “RSI” with whatever you haven’t been able to fix or change, regardless of who is at fault or to blame. It could be paralysis or disease or heartbreak, or even chronically reduced self-esteem, due to an abusive childhood, or even just “bullying.” It could even be that you simply realized that humanity seems to embrace and prioritize the most absurd things and notions, and even decides to mandate injustice and tyranny into “law.”

To simplify:

“Life is what happens while we’re busy trying to fix what went wrong […]

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Afterlife

by LovingLife
written by LovingLife

The song reflects my thoughts about being sent to another dimension – afterlife. Travelling through the vastness of an endless space with nothing but honor in disguise beside me.

Even this late it happens:
the coming of love, the coming of light.
You wake and the candles are lit as if by themselves,
stars gather, dreams pour into your pillows,
sending up warm bouquets of air.
Even this late the bones of the body shine
and tomorrows dust flares into breath.

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First attempt failed guess I will try again.

by koh
written by koh

I tried overdosing about 2 weeks ago ended up at the mental hospital. My mental diagnosis was changed as well as my medications.  I felt so much better leaving there after the medication change. But long story short no one wants me around anymore I am all alone. I finally found an article that said I would be labeled for life and they are right so once you try most likely you will need to find a more sucessful way to commit suicide because you life will be worse after your attempt.

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Batter Up

by Control
written by Control

It always comes back. All my life, the depression always comes back. I can pull myself out through sheer will power, and I’ll be fine for a week or two, and I think ‘I can do this, all I have to do is not think’.

Then one day I remember what a shit bag I am. How useless, fat, ugly and completely disposeable I am. How broken I am. Someone esle could do my job so much better. So I think, what if I just step aside? What if I just take myeslf out of the picture, so someone else can step up to the plate?

Some […]

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Merry-Go-Round

by Bisban
written by Bisban

I must sound like a fucked up crazy clown. My torment, so unnatural.

Stuck here behind my labyrinth.

The guitar sounds heavy. Never reaching the melody.

For if it ever does, here, in our circus.

Why is it that you fall. Why is it that I fall.

Lost, killing to each other.

If you can add to the song, what would you even say.

It seems that our hearts have all slipped away.

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Another physical altercation between my family. Long read, but I need help.

by justme-
written by justme-

I’ve typed this all right now, right from the fight – my back is still bleeding. If you’ll only like to hear about the hostility, read (FIGHT) below, but I provide backstory. I ramble on at times seemingly about irrelevant things, but only because I want to cover all bounds.

I’m posting this on Reddit as well.

This is not a joke. I am being completely serious

My brother is mentally ill (not in the obvious way, you’ll have to observe his behavior over a few months to realize). He used to be a division I football athlete but failed in his endeavors to go to the NFL […]

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ICan’tBreathe

by WhereIsTheSilverLining
written by WhereIsTheSilverLining

I hate the moment when a decision becomes a regret.

I kept telling myself that everything would work out.  But there comes a point where you can’t lie to yourself anymore. I feel like I’ve dug myself a hole that’s too deep. All the little things that I tried to overlook are surfacing. I can’t reason with myself anymore, I can only see the negative.

It’s suffocating.

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Help me……

by the portal
written by the portal

Hello everyone,

heres my story. I’m bipolar but more so depressed with a side of pathological lying. I’m afraid of what the future may hold for me. I’m 26 unemployed, living at my parents house. I can’t afford to go see my counsoler and psychiatrist. I don’t have a penny in my name. I’m afraid to leave my parents house at some times. My girlfriend left me and good thing to. I did end up going crazy and tried offing myself. I sent my ass right to the psych ward and got out in four days. I’m scared that if my life continues the way that […]

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The Cruel Joke

by basefree
written by basefree

Consciousness, the cruel joke played on us all by the universe. When I catch my reflection all I see is a talking ape that knows of its mortality and the meaningless of being. Death is the punch line and often I feel the joke is dragging on and leaving me wishing to just get there already.

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Missing

by bloo d y
written by bloo d y

Sorry for my spelling

** I am awake all night, depressed, derik beating me down all night, with nothing to hold onto, and I pick up my phone, wondering where my friend Jessica has been recently because I hadent seen her in about a year, when a missing persons list shows up. I do some research, look through all of the Info and it really is her… One of my closest friends missing. Her mother was discovered with a meth lab in her basement, and Jessica did’t want to go to foster care. I guess she left her phone packed her bags and left. She dose […]

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