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the note.

by dani.666
written by dani.666

May 19, 2014

Listen Up Dumbfucks:

Most people kill themselves because of a mental condition. This is true in my case too. The condition I suffer from is that I am not normal, I am not like everyone of you “sane” people.

I am not normal in the sense that I am not like every other one of you brain-dead zombies. I can think. I can reason intelligently. I can observe and learn from life. I can make my own decisions and follow through on them. And I can do these without any aid from celebrities, T.V., radio or MySpace. Unfortunately, every one of you shit-brained […]

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by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

Would you go?
To my funeral I mean
If I got the courage
To kill myself

If I knew you in person
You would meet my parents
And my sister
Though she’s a bit mean

When I die
And they put me 6 feet under
And a grave on top
Of the earth for me

If you visit my grave
Not saying you have to
But if you do
Please don’t bring flowers

Unless they’re fake
I like carnations then
They remind me
Of Valentine’s day

I never got a carnation
But I always gave them
To my friends
Because they never got them either

I also like roses
Red to […]

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dark void

by bubbleblondeheart
written by bubbleblondeheart

I hope that liquid inside
would fill the sadness you hide
and in every day do you
believe that that can save you
and every day you sit alone
does that bottle feel like home
does it make you forget
everyday that you regret
does it fill you with joy
because nothing else can
you know your broken when
that little girl stands before you with sad eyes
and you don’t even notice them anymore
does that bottle fill your soul
does it make you happy at all
and when the sadness comes back
would you stay on […]

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burning fading slowly

by bubbleblondeheart
written by bubbleblondeheart

Words mean nothing anymore
I guess I’m done with this war
realised there is no point anymore

Dear burning sensation in my heart
you fade with my emotions while we part
I just can’t save this
you caught me in this abyss

Drag me down dear agony
it’s what you do
burn me to the bone dear sorrow
where did you go, my new tomorrow

I see you death as you draw me near and haunt
my soul at night, the way you like to […]

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Tears in Heaven – Eric Clapton

by Frozen In Time
written by Frozen In Time

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
‘Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I’ll find my way
Through night and day,
‘Cause I know I just can’t stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There’s peace […]

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To Change Your Life

by Frozen In Time
written by Frozen In Time

What would you do to change your life?
What would you sacrifice?
A brother, a lover, a friend, or a mother?
What would you give to save your life?

What would you change to save your life?
What would you say at the end of time?
Another, no other, to cover or reveal?
This was to change my life.

I’m looking out on the sea
The sea of destiny
And wherever the wind takes me
I’ll be dancing free

So now I’m done
My life goes on
Will it be the same?
Will I miss you?
And is this true?
Can my life change?

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Live.

by Jane Heperi
written by Jane Heperi

I know what you’re thinking. ‘It’s another girl trying to stop us from thinking about suicide’. ‘Nothing she’s going to say is going to stop me’. You’re right. There is nothing I can say or do to stop you from this. I don’t know what you’ve all been through; I definitely have no right to tell you that you shouldn’t commit suicide. But what I can tell you is that you’re not crazy. You’re not exaggerating. But most of all, you’re not alone. You’re probably thinking, ‘I’ve heard all this, there’s no point, she doesn’t understand’. You’re right, I don’t understand. But there is something […]

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wish you were here

by onkerio
written by onkerio

isnt there someone you wish was here with you. well yea everyone does for me it an old friend of myne her name is kyrie. but she moved to america. havnt seen her since. but we still talk alote over skype. not the same as her being here. if you relate to this coment. if you wanttto share you story of someone u miss coment. and if you want to talk about it easy coment

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The thoughts are back..

by Jevans
written by Jevans

I came across this site a long time ago when I was going through a rough patch, and the url has always remained in the back of my mind. Those dark days were then pushed out by a new precence in my life – would you believe it, a girl. She gave me my strength back, and I became totally dependent on her, she made me happy, despite being unfaithful, unappreciative and generally all round nasty when she’d been drinking. I spent everything I earned in an attempt to make her happy, to the point that i’m now £5500 in debt.

She’s gone now, completely cut […]

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The New Guy Here

by FordPrefect42
written by FordPrefect42

So I stumbled on this site tonight while researching methods to use when my time comes. I’m a little nervous about saying this out loud (or even in anonymous type), but yes, I do intend to end my life. Not now, or even in the near future, but when the time is right. There’s only one reason I’m still alive right now really, and that’s my dad. Not only is he a great guy and my untimely demise would shatter him, but he’s also paid a great deal of money our for my new doctor to stabilize my mental health. To her credit, btw, I’m […]

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feeling much better

by 2oblivion
written by 2oblivion

I’m thankful for a place where you can vent about the darkness of the soul,

and the tragic sufferings of life.

 

I am truly thankful for the responses.

I had this idea in my head about how much worse things could get in just one day,

but it works the other was just the same.

 

If you must go know it’s ok,

and if you must stay again know it’s ok.

 

I hope you all have the ability to dream,

and the fortune of friends.

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needing to be heard

by lonelyoutcast
written by lonelyoutcast

Each day I slip further and further into the pits of hell. I am physically living but feel as if I walk around this universe as a ghost no one can see me no one can hear me just me and my thoughts. I was a victim of child abuse like many others. I started getting teased and picked on in 1 grade and every day and year after because I was always a little bigger. I was put down so much I never knew how to love myself. As I got older I looked and looked for that love never found it.
When I […]

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ThatGirl

by ThatGirl16
written by ThatGirl16

Where to begin, i know you read tons of those stories and thinking everyone you read is the same but it isn’t, story is what happen to me. when i was 7 everyone made fun of how i talk and looked.i was feeling lost in the world. I was bullied everyday and i got pushed off a play structure and i black out. I have blackouts tons of times, i never tell anybody because all my life my siblings always had me to tell my parents i did what ever was broking or missing so i got tired of trying to tell the […]

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First Day…

by SuicidalProcess
written by SuicidalProcess

… registered here. So far hasn’t been so bad other than that cluster fuck that caused me to register in the first place. See, we can all be kind to each other when we want to. Maybe, maybe it’s just my inability to get pissed off anymore that I wonder why others get so mad over silly things so easily. But I do appreciate the hospitality you all have shown me since I announced my pressence here on SP. Good Vibrations to you all, and may you be able to wade through the shit in your lives and travel the extreme dissonance you need to trek through to have a better life. […]

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Drunken Religion (A Drunken Poem)

by sonseray
written by sonseray

Drunken Religion:
On the off chance the inspiration in me
Is genuine and not a result of the chemical mix within me
I present myself to the universe whole
And request forgiveness for the sin that breeds beauty within me when I can’t feel my soul
My inhibitions turn up dead
Life is crazy and I can’t decide whether God only exists in my head
False bravado is the solution when
Cheap vodka is my only friend
The love of my life passed me by tonight
In the dark in the wee hours of graduation night
At first I wasn’t sure it was her and […]

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Still alive

by whyyyy
written by whyyyy

Hi everyone don’t mean to boast but I’m still alive. Lets all make it through at least one more day. I promise I will. Thanks for everyone who has helped with kind words. I’m in a better position today than I was even a couple months ago. Dont mean to brag just wanna say thanks to anyone who says kind or helpful words.

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What The Fuck?

by SuicidalProcess
written by SuicidalProcess

What in the -Before I get into this, be warned, I am very vulgar- endless cosmic cluster fuck happened to SP? I mean, seriously? It seems after the visual change everyone just kinda changed into argumentative assholes. Well not everyone, but anyway, it seems as though this place has turned into a war zone. It usually hasn’t been like this (Since I found this site a few months ago), except for a few disagreements here and there. But it almost never got like this. But alas, fighting is in human nature. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention; Like I said before, I found this site months ago and […]

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Therapy

by rachel_rebellion
written by rachel_rebellion

I’m sooo scared to go back to therapy.. I don’t want to but my parents are making me! I was in therapy for 2.5 YEARS and it didn’t do anything! Honestly my church has done 100% more in 1.5 YEARS than therapy ever did. It’s annoying, makes the depression even worse, and honestly I haven’t even been feeling depressed lately… sorry for those of you who are not into Christianity (DO NOT GIVE ME CRAP FOR IT PLEASE).. I’ve gotten more involved with the church, gotten involved in outreaches, and might even be going on a mission trip to Mexico in August. I’m finally happy […]

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