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by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

Everything I do is wrong

I, my life perspective is “bad”
I befriend “bad” people
I listen to “bad” music

I do things “wrong”
I dress “wrong”
I talk “wrong”

Everything I do is wrong

The way how I live is wrong
The way how I care for people is wrong
The way how I worry about people is wrong

Why?
Why is it wrong?
Why can people not accept that who I am is who I am?

Everything I do is wrong

I am a mistake
I am not supposed to live
I am not supposed to be here

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Emptiness

by Agion
written by Agion

I really don’t know what to do anymore.

Some call it a phase of life, others just a small crisis.

But I don’t know and I actually dont care.

I feel empty. Nothing excites me. I don’t have goals and no matter how much I search, I just feel that I will be put down.

Everything I do is put down. I got support, but what does that count? They wont be there forever.

I wonder, why was I born? I feel empty. Don’t feel joy actually and just waste my life.

I tried many times to kill myself, stabbing, hanging, drowning and even throw myself infront of a train or […]

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Everything Fell Apart

by creeper tales
written by creeper tales

the life in me has gone

everything was wrong

in my life i had no sympathy

my life was full of tragedy

everything i knew and love

disappeared with a knife and a shove

i see the darkness closing in

in my mind all i knew was sin

i fucked up everything

i gave in

death is what i  start

cause everything fell apart

 

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No Reason

by k2fraser
written by k2fraser

I saw a therapist yesterday, to try to deal with my “issues”.
I’ve decided to cancel future appointments because I just don’t see a point.
He asked me what my goals were, what I wanted from life, paint the ideal me.
There was nothing at all. No goals, no dreams, no wants, no future, no hope, no me.
Without something to aim for, I don’t see the point of going through this.
I guess in my remaining time I will see if I can find a reason.
But once the two people I can’t hurt are gone, I know I won’t be far behind.
 

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personal benefits of living

by addicted
written by addicted

Right time period for suicide is before my parents die

At least I will be sure that someone is there to cry and finish the formalities. Except that, I see zero benefits of living life.

 

life : 1 to 15 —-&—- 15 to 30 —-&——- 30 to *

1 to 15 years: beneficiaries are parents (enjoy the kids innocence, dominate them in the name of guiding them, abuse them, teach them carp)

15 to 30 years: beneficiary is rest of the world. World baits them with money & fame.

Let them work very hard to innovate, create a company or new product or work hard in a company.

In reality with […]

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Up and down…

by Palmer123
written by Palmer123

Last week was particularly bad, and I had repeated thoughts about suicide–after many months of not having those thoughts.

Then on Sunday I was much better.  I gave my oldest daughter a special gift.  I had my Rolex readjusted so that it fit her.   I got so much joy watching her wear it.  I’ve always told her that she could have it as an heirloom when I died, but I wanted the chance to watch her enjoy it.  I was so happy about giving it to her.  Yesterday, I was in a board meeting for a charity I serve on and got two nice compliments. […]

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by LetItGo
written by LetItGo

i dont know
what to say
the blinking cursor
is taunting me
its a blank page
a brand new post
what do i write?
do i write how i am?
do i write how you are?
do i write whatever?
i dont know really
i guess my message
for today,
that is within this poem
is;
im going to stop posting.
i cant take it
i have made more people
worry about me
more people think i matter
more people care about me
more people to bring pain to
when i say my final Au Revoir
its hurting me too

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Soon I’ll be happy

by antila
written by antila

I’m 16 from a supportive family. I have a Girlfriend that treats me well and I have solid friends. But I can’t seem to take happiness from anything. I’ve planned everything to just give up and leave but I can never seem to take the last step, I really just want all of this to go away but I’ve tried everything, im ready to go, and im just looking for that one little push to tell me its time

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Just For Fun ^_^

by snowflake
written by snowflake

Pick the door that looks the most appealing to you!

 

color-doors

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

1 – You are a fun individual that likes to keep things light and airy. You are all about nurturing others and appreciating the simple luxuries in life; such as your fine dishware, favorite candle or eating artisan bread from the local bakery. You most likely have a love for traveling and other cultures. You truly want the best for everyone and love creating a welcoming atmosphere. It is important to remember that if you […]

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Finding Suicidal People IRL

by rach
written by rach

I want to find suicidal people in real life that I could have contact with.  I just don’t know how!!  It would be so great to have suicide societies where people who want to end their lives could get together, have open discussions, gather supplies, share advice, meet partners, and support each other.  People this should be a basic right but its all criminalized.  It’s all criminalized because of goddamned godless moral busybodies in the society that think it is their right to force everybody else to live.  So what is this- a hollow dream?  Just shows how unevolved the human race really is, that […]

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Being judged because of depression

by Eyeore
written by Eyeore

I found that people especially in the work place will judge me because of my depression.
I want to say to those who judge others because of their depression – “Do not Judge someone before you have walked several miles in their shoes!!!!!”
If I had a choice I would not have chosen depression as an illness. I do not want to feel like this. I don’t want to have an emotional roller coaster ride every day of my life.

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Life is one cruel joke after another.

by Boerseun
written by Boerseun

I’ve been feeling depressed since high school. Seen therapists, seen psychiatrists, the one after another. I’m really just done with this. I started feeling extremely anxious and depressed at the start of December and longed to end this suffering for good. But I thought to myself: “Just give your family a nice x mas, then you can do what you need to do”. Did I do it? Well I’m sitting here right now. I have a bipolar friend and I’m the only one that he really has. The only one who understands his feelings and will stay and listen or just stay with him when […]

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