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I feel so sorry for the people who died :'( let them rest in peace

by snowflake 2/6/2014

written by snowflake

This is too sad… Suicide is sad… It actually brought tears to my eyes.

advice: watch this before you kill yourself. (and u won’t)

Click this link below to watch:

This is such a good video for people with depression and thinking about suicide to see. Gives ya hope:)

I trulyÂ respect the man in this video, he isÂ awesome &Â kind-hearted man.Â I only wish there were more people like him in the world.

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2/6/2014 6 comments

by LetItGo 2/6/2014

written by LetItGo

i dont know anymore. i thought i could recover. i thought i can hold it in and just keep it to myself. to just keep it in all of it. all of the secrets. all of the lies. all of the masks. but i dont know. i dont know if im close to breaking all together. i dont know if im close to just going. i dont know if im close to jumping. i dont know if im backing away from the edge. i dont know who i am anymore. i dont know what personality is which. i dont which smile is which. i dont […]

2/6/2014 0 comment

Hello this is my story

by GeneCross 2/6/2014

written by GeneCross

Hello. You can call me Gene. This is my first time posting, but I’ve stalked the forums for years. I’m posting due to the fact that this site attracts like minded people. i.e. People who don’t just assume that my decision to end my life is due to some rare emotional outburst.

Before I get started, let me warn that This post may drag on, and I am not the best with grammar.

So let me tell a little about myself. I have just turned 29 last month. I currently live with my family. This […]

2/6/2014 4 comments

few months later and I still feel horrible

by kingdomFife 2/6/2014

written by kingdomFife

This is my second post on this site and again I am speaking of my girlfriend that broke up with me a few months ago. For a background on the situation please read my previous post to save me explaining it in this one.

So far life has got worse and worse, the last time I was happy was October 19th last year when I took her to a hotel and the rest for her bday which was on the 6th but I was busy working (to get more money to spend on her for her bday). I hadn’t spoke to her since the 12th of […]

2/6/2014 2 comments

I wish I was dead.

by Palmer123 2/6/2014

written by Palmer123

I spend more and more time thinking how to kill myself.

2/6/2014 4 comments

Why hurt yourself more?

by alina_01 2/6/2014

written by alina_01

Someone asked me that today, and I had no valid answer to give. The truth is I don’t know why, I don’t know why I have such a hard time doing the right things. I can have every reason to walk away but I always find that tiny reason to stay and I cling on to it. I can know that the situation is completely wrong and I know that I am hurting myself by clinging to that bit of hope. Yet I still hold on for dear life and I don’t truly know why. Maybe I’m afraid maybe I’m absolutely terrified of accepting the […]

2/6/2014 12 comments

Day 26

by LetItGo 2/6/2014

written by LetItGo

Hi Guys,

I broke.

Au Demain

PS: How are you?

2/6/2014 9 comments

Living in the Aftermath

by LostWolf 2/6/2014

written by LostWolf

The love of my life has left me for another man. I have spent my life living for her, with her and beside her. How the hell do i just continue living without her? I am alone and i am depressed. Friends, Family, they cant understand. Everyone say the same message, everything will be better in time. I say everything could be better in time. But the now is what is too painful. Theres no one i can tell my thoughts to, theres no one left to trust. When shes the only person I could ever been completely open to and trust. I want to […]

2/6/2014 8 comments

will to die

by thekid 2/6/2014

written by thekid

2/6/2014 1 comment

Prozac doesn’t work

by thekid 2/6/2014

written by thekid

I am depressed Â and want to die Â I have tried Prozac and Lexapro Â i am planning to die by Oxycontin overdose i took oxy before not in overdose and I havent Â been active on the website for a while and my suicide attempt with sleeping pills failed

2/6/2014 5 comments

DONE

by sad_face7 2/6/2014

written by sad_face7

Im done living this life I cant done it anymore im hurting to much no one cares. Maybe it would be a good thing that I leave this world. NO ONE CARES ANYMORE, SO IM DONE!!

2/6/2014 4 comments

that familiar feeling

by pillarofsalt 2/6/2014

written by pillarofsalt

I distract myself, i try to move away from everything but in those moments when ii dont get sleep and all i can think about is everything, that loneliness, the complete sense of failure within me and i realize that if this is life now, the future will not be any better. I’m looking for a way to end this existence because i cant continue any longer..

2/6/2014 0 comment

boys

by sad_face7 2/6/2014

written by sad_face7

The school I go to all the boys do is mess with your heart, they get your hopes up. And in the end turth comes out.

I was talking to a boy he made me feel like he cared, that he wanted to be with me, but in the end he told me he already had a girlfriend, and said that he was sorry for trying to lead me on, and if we come still be friends?
Why do boys hurt us, why cant they feel the same way like we feel for them. Just dont understand anymore.

2/6/2014 8 comments

NOW YOU CAN TRULY KNOW ME

by ìžì‚´SoonerIsAlwaysBetterThanLater 2/6/2014

written by ìžì‚´SoonerIsAlwaysBetterThanLater

When a true genius appears, you can know him by this sign:Â
that all the dunces are in a confederacy against him.Â
— Jonathan SwiftÂ

–Â
At birth and upon death, atheism isn’t an option; it’s the default. Â AnyÂ
theism between these two events is a deviation of the natural.Â

2/6/2014 6 comments

two burgers fer breakfast.

by ìžì‚´SoonerIsAlwaysBetterThanLater 2/6/2014

written by ìžì‚´SoonerIsAlwaysBetterThanLater

Live like a man; eat like a man. Â That’s the way it is for me, and that’s myÂ
motto.Â

–Â
At birth and upon death, atheism isn’t an option; it’s the default. Â AnyÂ
theism between these two events is a deviation of the natural.Â

2/6/2014 2 comments

Day by day.

by Feeblefish 2/6/2014

written by Feeblefish

This is related to http://suicideproject.org/2014/02/31st-of-may-2014/

I know this place is more of a message board but I want a public record of my efforts. Also this way if I’m doing anything wrong or just plain stupid then somebody can tell me.

Day 1. Wednesday 5th of February.

My initial thoughts were that I needed to spread my wings a little so I booked some time off work and booked a trip to Vietnam. I have a friend that lives there and he says I can stay a few weeks. I’ve never been before and I figured that if These are my final months I need to see some […]

2/6/2014 14 comments

Muk Amerika, Journey to the central*

by Bisban 2/6/2014

written by Bisban

PokÃ©mon incarnation.
Forsaken one.
Reach into hell, a trusting hand.
Let us travel slow, into the deep of void.
Oh, how fun; perhaps can it be.
A Muk, trying to become a champion.
Funk it, bust the mission. It’s the righteous way.
Muk has a freaking arm and hand, he can breakdance, all day.
At night sitting by the fire, what can we solemnly do.
Muk- I don’t mind. As long as I can breathe, be warm, and heal.
Solemnly like a granite pillar. Back through the void, of saint-hell goodness.

(Caterpie>Venemoth. Venonat>Butterfree…..)
Purple Venemoth, the token one.
I wish I could be, a butterfree.
Maybe […]

2/6/2014 2 comments

I want to die again

by thekid 2/6/2014

written by thekid

I attempted suicide by ambien but it dint work on march 17 2013 that was suppose to be my last post

2/6/2014 1 comment

Whatever you’re feeling, read this

by imperfectionist 2/6/2014

written by imperfectionist

I came across this piece, and found it beautifully portrayed what it is like to suffor from depression, and to be an outsider looking in.

“He inspected her. He undressed every layer of her soul and could find nothing but kindness. A fabric woven from silken dreams, compassion and understanding. She was like the moon, illuminating all that was in darkness. All darkness but her own. He began to see the thick sinking sand that swallowed her, the small pockets of air from which she could breathe. She reached out to all those that passed her, whom would only let her sink further in. Some which […]

2/6/2014 3 comments

Broken

by lostgirl32 2/5/2014

written by lostgirl32

Wow, where to begin? I guess i can start off by saying this is not normal for me. Iv always been that girl that’s strong when nobody else is. Iv had straight As through high school and iv participated in a lot of sports and other activities. Iv been through many relationships, being dumped and doing the dumping. I lost the love of my life about 4 months ago, he was my rock, my support. He came into my life when things weren’t good at home, just when i was ready to say i couldn’t take it anymore.. the last 3 years iv depended on […]

2/5/2014 8 comments

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