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I love her dearly and I feel so calm around her; basically the mom I never had. Talking to her and getting her hugs is so relieving for me…but she’s not my mom. And I don’t want to burden/scare her by mentioning I’m suicidal.
But, I don’t know how else to reach out to her. I’m embarrassed that I have no one else and I also don’t want to overwhelm her. I really just see her as the only person that has the ability to help me.
My name is Sarah and I am 19 years old. Since the day I formed human attraction I knew I was in a world of trouble. When I was nine years old I developed my first crush on a girl, knowing it was not socially acceptable I ignored it. I had always been a more masculine kid, preferred riding dirt bikes and rolling in the mud over pretty pink dresses. Although my family had always supported me as an individual they still leaned towards the norm. I was still forced into those pretty pink dresses as a kid. In my early teens I hit a […]
I had a whole long thing written here about how being an introvert sucks and having what I guess you could call social anxiety has turned me into a social pariah, but it didn’t exactly flow well because I just sort of dumped all of my thoughts onto the page, so I deleted it. Anyway, looks like I wasted another half hour and I still have a lot of homework to finish for tomorrow. Well, technically it’s now due later today. I guess I won’t be getting much, if any, sleep tonight. Life is a *****.
that would be so nice, i’m just so tired of being bored and stressed, i have friends and stuff i just don’t like the ups and downs of living. i’m actually thinking about doing it, i’m not religious, so im not worried about hell or anything, i just really hope its like sleeping forever.that would be so nice
everyone at school hates me. i have no friends and they all think im weird. im constantly called a whore and a slut but ive never even had sex. the only thing keeping me here for this long is my boyfriend, but he likes another girl so hes basically cheating on me! i knew someone so perfect could never love me. my parents fight 24/7 so its not like i have anyone that cares for me. y live in hell when i can be happy? im so done everyone hates me, including me.i hate everything and everyone and they hate me right back. the only […]
So often… i have so many thoughts i feel compelled to express, but so little energy to spend on articulating and verbalizing them. Even that first line was difficult.
But then i start doing math, and think: who would see? of those, who would listen? of those, who would understand? of those, who would care?
And even if i could share every one of my most meaningful thoughts, with, say, 100 people who would see, read, listen, understand, and care… what good would it really do?
And even if it would do a little bit of good… it wouldn’t be enough… for Me.
So, often, i have all these […]
Hi I’m Sabrina Rodrigues, I’m from Boston Massachusetts. I’m kind of new to this so here we go..
I’m like any other normal 14 year old girl. About to graduate the 8th grade, everything like that. But I’ve screwed up a lot in the past… And people don’t leave me alone. The past is the past for a reason right? Yes, people can’t seem to forget that. So I’ll tell you a little about my past. So yeah, I guess you could say I kind of “got around” with the boys..and girls. That was before I got into a relationship with the best boy in the […]
I’m so fucking sick of people wondering why anxiety, depression, and suicide are starting at such a young age. It’s happening because of our fucking schools. They give way too much work all the time and don’t give a single fuck because they don’t have to do it & once a student crumbles under that pressure they pile more work on. I have had to take so many absences lately because my anxiety has gotten so bad with school. I can’t fucking deal with all this and the expectation of being able to get it all done and teach myself everything I need to know […]
Im so done. i cant do it any more.
I cant take all the sadness and the depression.
All the loneliness and disappointment.
Im tired of being the kid who gets laughed at.
Im sick of being nothing but a joke.
I just want to give up. Im ready to give up.
But im still scared.
I hate my life.
i just cant any more.
Another shitty day..How much more can I take before I lose my mind? Â I’m so fucking alone with this suicide shit. Â I need some support. Â Can somebody talk to me on here?
I feel like my entire life has just been one mistake after another. I’m fat, I have awful grades in school, I hurt my spine trying to lift weights to get less fat, I can’t do manual labor, it looks like I might not get my high school diploma.
I’m just so tired. So, so tired. I’m so tired of making mistakes and being a waste of space. I can’t work to help pay for college because of my spine. I hurt my spine trying to get less fat. I’m fat period. I’m so lazy I can’t even get good grades in school because I never do my […]
Hurt by Christina A.
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Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know todayI would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you’ve done
Forgive all your mistakes
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won’t be there
I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do
And I’ve hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won’t admit
Sometimes […]
I got home from school to see that no one was home. Tears were streaming don my face as I made my way to my bedroom. I sat on the edge of the bed  in deep thought. Why do I have to be so ugly? Fat..worthless..stupid? I feel so alone-my friends..suggested we stop hanging out. I’m not a lesbian by the way. I may be a tad bisexual but so what? I’m not fully gay. And to anyone who IS gay, don’t be ashamed. My brain was clouded with thoughts. I screamed out in frustration and practically tore apart my room. Stuff was strewn out […]
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I feel no fear
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I wish you were here
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I will use a knife
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I want to end my life
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I need to escape, be free
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ANSWER ME
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Take me away
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Make it today
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Your all over my mind
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Free me from my kind
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Let me pass in peace
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I need to release
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Now down i lie
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Goodbye
Im finally going to get myself noticed. People are finally going to see that I can be just as good (or maybe better) than my sisters. Even if it’s only a school talent show! I will MAKE my family see what I can do, I will MAKE them believe in my voice and my capabilities. After over a year of practice, my work will finally pay off. Wish me luck, guys.
i feel like a failure…i cant do anything right….my very first love cheated on me…i cant pass my drivers test….my family looks at me like im some kind of freak…i don’t ever feel like i’m apart of them…i feel hated by them i feel like i don’t fit in with my own family…not even my own mother loved me…….i hate everything about my self…….i don’t have any help…no one listens to me no one hears me…..i have nothing no one so if anyone out there can help that would be much appreciated.
my entire body hurts. i cant eat anything. i just want to sleep forever.
please i will do anything. i literally can’t breathe right now. i cant live like this. i dont know what to do. please i would give anything.
First of all, I’m from the Netherlands. I’m 21 and my asperger + OCD is a majure struggle and a fight for me every day. To be honest I think I’m a real big survivor for dealing with it for so long now. I feel like I’m all tight up in knots and I can’t unwrap them anymore and there only come more and more knots during the time I’m still here. Just when I think I just can’t take it anymore and it seems unbearable, I still survive, feel like I can do it again but then the even bigger hard moments comes across and […]
i want to crawl into a hole. i am completely empty. i dont know what to do. there has to be something i can do. ugh i thought i needed to rant on here. im so empty. i cant form more sentences.
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