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You are clueless to what you have done to me, i was suppose to be a loner it felt like.. Least thats what i felt like.

Then i saw you looking at me over there beyond the chain-link fence with your friends, i’m over here wondering, watching. “Who are you?” i ask to myself. She comes over to me and what i thought were my “friends” slowly but surely, i clicked with you.. And you clicked with me. She is a interesting person i thought to myself, mildly shady background.. But i just felt like i knew her somewhere, Sure enough i start coming to your house, hanging […]

Hi! My name is Michael but, everyone calls me mike. Anyway I was born on September 9th. At 6 weeks old both of my drug attic parents left me at my grand parents. It was pretty rough.. They bought me things and my parents try to make it up by buying things I liked but,,it filled the hole for so long then the hole in my heart was bigger and the stuff I had liked wash flushed out. I only had 3 friends really and the rest said they were my friends but they really weren’t.. Their was CJ, Russell, and Veronica. I also had my dog […]

I really wish it was over…

No one REALLY cares..

have been called “worthless, forever alone, no one likes you!!”

I could vanish and no one will notice..

I cant cope any more..

It needs to END.

I have lost the last reason I ever had.

It wont get better.

I need someone. If there’s anyone..

:'(

I know I’m suicidal, and I’ve known for a really long time. I’ve decided that I want to try living. I’ve decided that getting professional help is worth risking my personal freedoms and future ability to end it if it isn’t worth it. But I don’t know how I should go about getting help.

I’ve always been the trouble child while my older sister was the only one who ever had any actual problems. Inevitably everything that goes wrong in my life has been my fault, and I’ve been idiot-savant enough to coast through elementary, middle, and high school. I even got into a pretty good […]

Heey,
Im a 15 yr old girl who has been depressed for quite some time. I dont really know how to start this so I appologize if this seems to be “jumbled”, as that’s how my mind has been lately. I guess my depression really sunk in almost 4 years ago when my dad, irronically enough, commited suicide. Now I know what everyone will think, “that’s obviously why she’s depressed and that’s a normal response to such a tragedy.” Believe me, I’ve heard it all before. Now, I won’t go in to details, for that would take too long, but I did have a very […]

In all honestly, what is the point of living?