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Having been a cutter since I was 11 sometimes I have trouble getting blood to satisfy my fucked up mind… So today I put safety pins into the veins in my wrist and breast and it bled a lot. I had hope for a second I would bleed to death but sadly I’m alive. I just  want  to die. I should get a bigger needle
Friend called the cops on me after I told him I was ready to die.
After that dehumanizing experience, I want to die even more. I learned that if I should ever attempt suicide, just let them find the body. My life has been ostensibly good lately: got a dream job, making friends, accepted to universities, yet I can’t get over losing  him. I never will. I really don’t know what to do anymore.
Even with all of my personal growth and success, I’m still not good enough for him.
It would honestly be what’s best for all of us. Â I’m not anti-humanity I’m just anti-suffering. Â I think a lot of pointless suffering could be avoided if we all died. Â Perhaps the next sentient species wouldn’t be as ignorant and wicked as humans were.
Where are you?
Family does not understand what manic depressive bi-polar is like.
I feel dead inside. My soul has been devoured by a pit of darkness pulling me in.
Every day… I see no hope… no future. Just darkness, pain, lonely… can’t fight the pain much longer.
I am a surviver of lortabs & Xanax overdose. 5 day coma… brain damage. have a shotgun now.
I’m ready….
I’ve finally gotten fed up enough to take action. Tonight is the night where I’ll end it all finally. I can leave now. No more depression. No more self hatred. Just me, a bullet, and true bliss…
why do we create a word that doesn’t exist? I mean right here, at earth perfection doesn’t exist theres nothing, no one and no where…
theres no perfect
only god
why do we invent that word?
“sorry for my bad english i’m from chile)
I’m getting scared….and I’m not sure what to do anymore.
Music plays a important role in emotions….. What type of music do you like or listian to the most?
and it doesn’t have to be a male who is being controlling – it can be anyone –
It was given to me by a someone at a crisis center – Â –
I don’t think i can be saved anymore, it’s too late. I’ve tried to stop but nothing works. i can’t do this.
GOODBYE WORLD.
We hate in others what we despise in ourselves.
Does any one eles feels like you should give advice for people trying to ask for a way to kill them self….. But you also feel like you shouldn’t becuase it chance of hurting them….?
Everyday I have a weird complex to kill my family…. Like they would be happier dead…….is that normal?……….ps…. My mom sleeps all day…. My littles brother to,d me he wanted to kill his self once….. And the middle brother. Crys a lot ….and sleeps a lot…. And Seems very depressed….
Every day I normal think about suicide….. Is that a post to be Normal?
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE I JUST FUCKING LOST THE LAST PERSON WHO I HAD AND IM ALREADY ON THE EDGE NOW IM DONE I CAN’T TAKE THIS FUCKING ANYMORE, I HATE LIFE I HATE EVERYTHING!!!
I have never felt so depressed and alone in my whole life.
I’m 18 years old, and a senior in high school.
I should probably write out why I’m feeling this way, in hope that someone can help me.
I can’t help but notice, that the voices in my head are getting louder. Every second, all I can hear is ‘kill yourself.’ It just keeps repeating and repeating.
A lot has happened in the past six months. I lost my virginity, well forced to lose it. I said ‘no’ but I guess that wasn’t a good answer.
He became my boyfriend after we thought I was pregnant. It ended up […]
I just want to start by saying, fuck everything.
I’ve been trying to repair my life, trying to get better and help myself, just to realise that being ‘okay’ is worth fuck-all, and it helps nobody, not even myself.
I’ve been constantly fantasizing about ODing on anti-depressants and dying feeling just as fucked up as I have all my life.
I don’t even know anymore, but I assumed since this is a suicide site I might as well be depressing, so I don’t even know what the point of this was.
“In the end
As you fade into the night
Who will tell the story of your life
And who will remember your last goodbye
Cause it’s the end and I’m not afraid
I’m not afraid to die”
I’ve been really angry and full of hate lately, It makes me feel like crap when I take my issues out on the people I’m close to because nobody knows about the thoughts I’ve been having except the people on suicideproject and one person I know who doesn’t talk to my family and friends, I guess because they don’t know how I feel they don’t get why I’ve been […]
Here I am again, almost a year later… Nothing has changed for the better and only has gotten worse. I am beyond feeling sorry for my self, I have not found any love in this world. I have gone through every negative emotion I can think of.  Now my “bad luck streak” has lasted for almost 8 years! I am beyond suicide now, my heart is only left with pain and hate. My mother died 2 weeks ago, I guess good things do happen. Now I only can hope that this planet will soon be destroyed! It is all I have to look forward to. I pray […]
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