Family does not understand what manic depressive bi-polar is like.
I feel dead inside. My soul has been devoured by a pit of darkness pulling me in.
Every day… I see no hope… no future. Just darkness, pain, lonely… can’t fight the pain much longer.
I am a surviver of lortabs & Xanax overdose. 5 day coma… brain damage. have a shotgun now.
I’m ready….
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I know that feel my friend. Right now I’m trying to get a gun but it’s hard because of background checks and my previous suicide attempt. I think a gun is the way to go for suicide. Actually ******** would be the best way but it’s near impossible to obtain and who knows what the purity of said product is.
I like your username No.Hope. I also have no hope. Having no hope is depressing as a mother fucker.
By the way, what was it like being in a coma? What is just like a dreamless sleep or nothingness? I hope death will bring us all peace.
Suicide with a gun requires a LOT of guts. I think it’s kinda good that you have one, this way there can be no mistake. You can’t just maybe want to die, maybe not… You will only do it if you really really want to… If you really need it.
I hope you don’t. Hope is always the last one alive. Stay to see something more… I’m sure the show is still on.
Stay.
Yeah sometimes I read about people who shot themselves outdoors. It seems like a good way to go. One second they were here and then they were gone. I really admire their courage.