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That is very contrast.
Suicide and Catholic?
I go to church every sunday, I attend the mass as much as I could. I am a very good catholic, am I?
Still I am a suicidal.
I tried to commit suicide for like 10 times or something? I ended up 3 times in the emergency room, 2 times in ICU. But still, I am alive.
Everybody say, God doesn’t want you to die, yeah, right.
I have been suffered from major depression disorder, mean been taking medicine for the last 5 years. That doesn’t help a lot, I guess. I still feel depress and wanna commit […]

i feel so alone 🙁

so used so unwanted

I’ve got everything planned, but I’m scared of surviving. I can’t take this life anymore. I hate being this depressed not being able to find that light at the end of the tunnel. I am dying  from inside. I need to get out of this world!

My wife and I have been apart for a year now because of her crazy thoughts.i loved her very much and always will. I was in a very dark place for a good few months and we weren’t even speaking.from having a normal family life one minute and then having taken away without rational reason the next nearly destroyed me but I finally started to get my head around it and then we started speaking again which was good. I know we won’t be together any more and finally excepted that about four months ago.she has since told me she believes I am the father […]

I thought things were finally looking up and getting better..But it’s now just only getting worse.Theres a new girl she’s picked every broken piece of me and tried to put me back together..she won’t give up on me.My feelings for her are strong but I just feel like its just another break waiting to happen..Ive tried warning a couple of people that I was going to end myself..I tried to express myself but all I get are simple “whatever’s”..Ive always been a caring person and helped others but I guess when it’s your own time of need no cares like you did.I guess that’s life […]

I wonder if anyone will miss me when I am gone. Probably not, but it would be nice if someone did.

You could go the distance
You could run the mile
You could walk straight through hell with a smile

When your, standing in the hall of fame
And the world’s gonna know your name
Cause you burn with the brightest flame
And the world’s gonna know your name
And you’ll be on the walls of the hall of fame

any suggestion?

“So is it courage or strength
and is that what I’m waiting for?
If I could just kill myself
would it also kill the remorse?
I wanted so badly to catch a break
but I’m only breaking down.
I’m still here and standing
but if it’s up to me
I don’t think I’ll be hanging around

The drink slips down my throat
and the burn cures nice and slow.
All the worst parts I wouldn’t want you to see
The only parts left of me
Now, here I am
Just a kid without a better plan.
But it’s the simple thoughts that haunt me the most.

I’m an intelligent ape living on a strange mote of dust floating around within an arm of the milky way galaxy. My genetic makeup has grown out of countless generations of intelligent apes who have adapted and strove to adapt to their environments. Recently in the history of this odd ball of water and dirt, the intelligent apes have created hugely concentrated dwelling spaces and packed lots and lots of themselves together within particular geographic areas they call, “cities.”

So we all fight for dominance in close quarters, removed from our natural habitats, and vie for the attention of prospective mates or life partners. Everything is […]

I just want to leave and never come back, it’s not like anyone would notice anyways.

I wish I could wake up.  I feel I’ve been asleep for the past 2 years. I want to start feeling alive again. Each day just goes past as if I’m waiting for something to happen.

Everyday I see people who have been hurt, are hurting and I can’t do a thing to stop it.

I hate this world, I hate that it’s so mean to everyone.

I hate that people think they can help but they can’t do anything to stop the pain of every living person.