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Friends

by Anonymous 9/29/2012

written by Anonymous

I love my friends with all my heart, but it really seems like they just don’t care about me. Saying they do is one thing, but doing is another. Whenever they need help, I’m there. Whenever they need anything, I’m there. It could be just a small problem and I’ll listen to them no matter what. I have picked them up in the middle of nights many times. I do things without expecting a thank you in return. But whenever I’m feel sad or hurt they just give some one-liner bullshit like “Oh, I’m sorry.” Then they move on with their day. I’ll be honest […]

9/29/2012 6 comments

end.

by stubborn 9/29/2012

written by stubborn

I just want to end my life. There doesn’t seem to be any reasons to stay…

9/29/2012 6 comments

It’s Back..

by Elly 9/29/2012

written by Elly

The caving sinking feeling,is back. its back and i cant handle it anymore. they were supposed to get better. they were supposed to be looking up…but im falling back down again, back into the darkness, back into the misery that never ends. And now its back…its like a relapse….and i know this time theres no coming out. i know this time its it. i know this time i wont fail.

9/29/2012 5 comments

My poem: Suicide I Can Never Complete

by NotSorry 9/29/2012

written by NotSorry

Suicide I Can Never Complete

My empty blue eyes can see no way out,
My soul keeps on screaming but no one can hear,
Life is my prison and I can’t break out,
But I try, and try, and try.

The brightest colors no longer exist,
Black and grey is all there’s left now,
You try to reach out,
But I’m too far away now.

Don’t say that I’m smart,
And don’t call me beautiful,
Even if you mean it,
I can’t tell the difference between truth and a lie.

I’ll drown in the tears I can no longer cry,
And I’ll swallow the pills I can never […]

9/29/2012 5 comments

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by janedoe121 9/29/2012

written by janedoe121

I feel pathetic and like I am headed no where. When I am brave Â enough to talk to my mother about how I am feeling, she doesn’t even care or attempt to understand. She tells me how ungrateful I am and always makes me feel guilty about how much money she spends on me, yet when I give her the money back she refuses it. Last night my brother kicked me in the chest while we were in the car – hard. I couldn’t breathe and felt as though I had the wind knocked out of me. She told me that we would go to […]

9/29/2012 0 comment

Why you’re gone, I’ll never know. The pain I feel, you’ll never know

by thedofw 9/29/2012

written by thedofw

Back in January of this year (2012) I lost one of my best friends. (Please read it all)

I have always struggled with my own depression since I was about 12 years old. Ironically, I was severely depressed about the prospect of death. I didn’t want it to happen, ever. I knew it would come one day as it does for all humans, but I didn’t want to accept that fact. I wallowed away for so long. Day after day I would come home from school and just fall asleep on the couch and do nothing. It took me nearly two years to come out of […]

9/29/2012 2 comments

Trash in the water/ I am not trash!

by Painman 9/29/2012

written by Painman

I have thought andÂ battled trust me, I have got myself out of some really downward states. the thing is though I cant change my life, my external life, Ive changed my internal one but my external one remains empty. I struggle to accept that whileÂ I am good looking/ wise/ good hearted/ fun (if im in the right mood) my looks and whoÂ I am just means nothing to the majority of women. I guess my problem is in my empty life thatÂ I have come to rely on dating sites instead of real life.

Im 34 , good looking and the only woman who seems into me […]

9/29/2012 35 comments

i want to die easily

by jananijanak 9/29/2012

written by jananijanak

can u tell me plz how to die easily.this is my mail janani23101993@gmail.com.

9/29/2012 1 comment

die easily

by jananijanak 9/29/2012

written by jananijanak

i want to die.can anyone tell me plzzzz.

9/29/2012 2 comments

Would you rather go early than get to 50-60 and look back and realise you’ve led an unhappy,meaningless life on your own

by noom 9/29/2012

written by noom

9/29/2012 7 comments

At my wits end

by gingerbread5 9/29/2012

written by gingerbread5

I first tried to kill myself when I was 8. No particular reason, I just felt like it. My parents punished me by taking away my mobile phone for a week -_-
12 years have passed and none of my family believe me still.
Doc put me on prozac a few months ago. Increased my dose. No change.
My Mum is the devil reincarnate. A psycho in her own nature. We’re all scared of her.
I love my boyfriend, I know I do – yet I just don’t feel anything for him at the moment.
I’ve had enough now.

9/29/2012 1 comment

A Heavy Burden

by juspassintime 9/29/2012

written by juspassintime

Damn, I feel so heavy…so overwhelmed.Â The weight of the world just sits on my weary shoulders.Â A heaviness that seems to make every step unbearable.Â My entire body aches.Â A dark cloud hovers over my head and follows my every move.Â A cloak of darkness surrounds me. I live in a world with no light. I am alone.Â I call out to the universe…pleading for help.Â No one hears me.Â Tears constantly flow from my puffy eyes. I am consumed by dark thoughts.Â These “dark” thoughts are the only thing that eases my pain anymore.Â Suicide.Â The thought of just going away.Â But yet […]

9/29/2012 1 comment

QUESTION

by clarity1987 9/29/2012

written by clarity1987

Imaginary friends for treating loneliness = Unhealthy?

I HAVE AN IMAGINARY FRIEND FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS THAT HAS BEEN MY CONSTANT COMPANION. MY QUESTION IS, DOES HAVING A IMAGINARY FRIEND AS AN ADULT IS A GOOD MEANS TO COMBATE & FILL THE VOID OF LONELINESS SINCE REAL, PHYSICAL, IN PERSON HUMAN INTERACTIONS (FRIENDS) ARE VERY HARD TO COME BY FOR ME???

9/29/2012 8 comments

Advice

by Compromised 9/29/2012

written by Compromised

I had a classmate who became a really good friend this year, and I eventually trusted him enough to tell him about my depression and eventually my suicidal thoughts. I was going to kill myself on August 31st, but the day before, he and another friend showed up at my house and told my family. At first I was in shock that my family suddenly knew, and I didn’t feel mad at him, just betrayed. Fast forward to today and now I hate him and her. I’m doing my best to avoid any contact, but at the same time not arousing any suspicions since my […]

9/29/2012 9 comments

I’ve become very tired.

by lcp24 9/29/2012

written by lcp24

I have mostly been unable to maintain the most important relationships to me. My destructiveness has driven my closest friends away from me. I realize this has been true for all of my life.

I’ve always contemplated suicide. I was ready to commit suicide when I was a teenager in high school, but my older brother Â committed suicide before me. I saw the pain my family members went through, and I felt I couldn’t ever do it. It’s been years since then. I was 16 at the time. I’m 22 now… I don’t feel too sorry about what happened to him. That’s a whole other story. […]

9/29/2012 7 comments

Death in a bottle

by pangea 9/29/2012

written by pangea

My roommates are gone, I am alone this weekend, I have the same pills in my car that old have killed me before had I not seen my crying mother. My Boyfriend has no idea I’m this screwed up, he tried calling me, I didn’t answer, what do you say when you’re forcing yourself to puke up your guts after eating a box of brownies. The Bulimia is back, damnit, why won’t Anna come back? I am so angry, I never asked to be saved from my eating disorder, I was so close to death, and my parents court ordered me to another hell treatment […]

9/29/2012 41 comments

Have been trying to cheat life for years nowâ€¦.

by AmorEMorte 9/29/2012

written by AmorEMorte

Not going to say muchâ€¦.
Have been trying to cheat life for years nowâ€¦.
It is much harder to die than people might believeâ€¦.
Given up on finding the reason for feeling the way I doâ€¦.. Bipolarâ€¦.
How do you fix something if you do not know what is broken????

Let me get back to the actual point I wanted to makeâ€¦.

Yes the old topic of â€œIt is selfishâ€ what about the people you leave behindâ€¦. Etcâ€¦..
I have come to this realisation sadly only after years of putting my loved ones through hellâ€¦
(Numerous attempts of suicideâ€¦ Drugsâ€¦ Accidentsâ€¦ too many to mentionâ€¦.)

I would rather […]

9/29/2012 1 comment

My decision to get off this Prison Planet.

by timetogetoutofhere1974 9/29/2012

written by timetogetoutofhere1974

Hello everyone,

What a great forum I have stumbled upon. I just wanted to share my story with the only Sane people on earth. Thats right we who deplore living in this cesspool are the sane ones. The others that support the systems are the sick ones. So if any people could possibly understand my decision it might be you.

The clock is ticking until my fianances run out, and I will become homeless.Â Â I am not depressed, actually very reflective. I have been alive on this hell hole for 38 years, and thats 38 years Â too long. This place sucks, and its a slave planet. The worst […]

9/29/2012 9 comments

even drinking has lost its fun

by leiferikson 9/28/2012

written by leiferikson

I’m thinking of doing it again anyway… another night of this. I was supposed to go out with my friend Em but she is ignoring my messages. She and Essie are probably at the party already. Why was I even looking forward to this? I hate being social – but I crave it. A duality that leaves me writhing and bitter and alone.

9/28/2012 2 comments

i at least wanted to be friends

by fakingit 9/28/2012

written by fakingit

but when u end a 5month long distance relationship, being friends isnt much of a possibility:/ oh wel dont know why im sad over this i broke up with him cuz i already have another boyfriend…(one i can actually see everyday i wannaXD)
i may be someone else’s baby now but i still kinda wish i was yours…if only u’d forgive me…

9/28/2012 3 comments

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