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My good friend has recently told me about something she has done in the past that she feels ashamed about. I was thinking about sharing my story of cutting with her, to make her realise that during times when your body needs to cope, it expresses it in different ways.
I don’t mind if people find out. This would be my first time telling someone though.
I am a little worried that she might react a little funny to me.

I just want her to realise that what she has done doesn’t mean she should feel ashamed or regret it. I never have.

“You should never regret […]

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