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I Will Survive

I did this, you can too.

Taking half a hint from C4..

by RealTalk30 7/1/2014

written by RealTalk30

My material possessions are starting to consume my life
There is just too much shit I don’t need and I’m paying too much for living expenses when I could be saving tons of money. This isn’t survival, and it’s not working. I have some debt too.
Gonna start selling off and throwing away pretty much half of everything. Ill have to give up my fish tank I guess 🙁 I really wanted to keep them for the next 10 years or so but I need to be light on my feet and go where the wind takes me. I need to get the hell away […]

7/1/2014 3 comments

If you read, I hope you find something… Just wanted to share. Namaste

by mementomori 6/30/2014

written by mementomori

I just came back from an interesting night. A random camping night at the beach. Tho after some events the night seemed to be turning into NOT what I expected BUT it became more pleasant and peaceful than what I could imagine.

First it was the company, tho it was people I know, is not the kind of people I got use to do things with this past few years. So didn’t know what to expect. Adding to that was my “fear” of thinking of her again, miss her right there in the middle of nowhere, wishing she was there. Wanting her by my […]

6/30/2014 0 comment

i want to help u

by ronal007 6/29/2014

written by ronal007

There was a time when i posted my sad story on this forum.To be honest i never want to remember those moments again in my whole life. But I definitely want to remember and thanks to this forum, that today i am a better person.

I met somebody through this forum who really helped me to overcome those bad days. I would like to do the same with people out here. I want to help you all and make you feel comfortable. I want you all to know that i will always be there if anyone needs me then feel free to msg me on inhellut@gmail.com

6/29/2014 2 comments

First Post

by greensky 6/29/2014

written by greensky

Hi. I’m a 38-year-old female. I’ve been reading on this site for many months. But I’ve never posted. Today I felt like I should share my story. The first time I thought about suicide was when I was 10. I can remember locking myself in my bedroom closet for two months surrounding myself with pillows crackers and fantasizing about who would be at my funeral and whether anyone would care, I scratched at my wrists. That was the only self harm I can ever recall. That was the beginning of what I consider the bad gene. Fast forward to now present day and what I […]

6/29/2014 6 comments

lost

by hopelessshawn 6/28/2014

written by hopelessshawn

Everything is the same every day.

It’s just the same thing over and over again.

No one is theirselves we all belong to the system

slowly were all dying.

The only thing that keeps me going

Is that maybe one day I’ll find peace

theres nothing I want more than to live in the forest

Leave this pathetic way of life behind, sitting our life away one day at a time, I really love those of you that are reading this right now whatever you may be going through

im so tired of living so mindlessly

I’m 19 years old and have had enough of this game.

I could sing, or hit the gym and […]

6/28/2014 4 comments

Shit the longest!!! Read if you can (:

by vaaaaanna 6/27/2014

written by vaaaaanna

Sitting here looking back at how I use to be, I can’t even remember what I was thinking.

Searching for razors in the cabinet, was like seeking treasure.Frustration running through my veins when I couldn’t find one and I had resorted myself to using a kitchen knife, later on hiding that knife. The feel of a sharp blade pressed against my skin, consciously aware that I’ll be dripping soon and the adrenaline rush. It was like an external use of drug. As I grazed my skin with the razor, my level of satisfaction increased and my care for the world and the people around me diminished. It […]

6/27/2014 7 comments

The Not So Pretty Thoughts…

by EmberFalls 6/25/2014

written by EmberFalls

My struggle with depression/anxiety as well as coming from an abusive/chaotic home with a parent who had, at the time, undiagnosed bi-polar have taught me to be strong and rely on myself. It also taught me, after years of therapy and self analysis, that people’s words can’t have power over you unless you allow them to.

I’ve always been very empathetic to others. My parents said as a toddler I would cry if a character got hurt or died in a Disney movie. I used to think this […]

6/25/2014 0 comment

Smile and say “Hello”

by the moonchild 6/25/2014

written by the moonchild

It is automn and I am five. I m a lonely child, my friend are more ghost I created than real ones. I m thinking about death. Dad is dead. I I m wondering were his soul is and if his body is eaten by worms. But I now I m not supposed to ask myself this questions so as Mom asked I just smile and say “hello” to the all lady speaking to a grave.

AI m 8 and Mom says I will have a new father. He gave me a beautiful doll and de hide together in the moutains. I love him as I […]

6/25/2014 7 comments

Failed…Again.

by Blake SinBad 6/23/2014

written by Blake SinBad

Hey guys, it’s been a while. Just thought I’d update about my shitty life.

Well, the night before the last day of school was…interesting. I know I had tried to kill myself in the past. Multiple times. But this time…I could feel it. I felt calm. I felt ready. My head was clear and my decision had been made…My rents were out in the garage doing whatever and I was inside alone. I grabbed a total of 63 aspirin (I know probably could have grabbed something better) and downed at least 13 or 14 of them. I had made sure to read the bottle and it […]

6/23/2014 9 comments

Do I Deserve It?

by FindingOrion 6/21/2014

written by FindingOrion

Hey guys. My “story” isn’t nearly as traumatizing as any of yours, and I almost feel as though I’m wasting your time, so I apologize.

I was a fairly normal kid, or whatever normal is supposed to be. I had a best friend, someone who loved me, tons of persons to talk to (yes, that is the grammatically correct way to address them). Or at least I thought I did.

See, I’ve always had moments of sadness. Just “off” days. I would wake to see rain and heavy skies when it was sunshine for everyone else. It wasn’t until November of 2012 that I had a “reason”. […]

6/21/2014 2 comments

I am to the end of my rope.

by dougs81 6/19/2014

written by dougs81

basically I been molested by my step dad at age 5-8 my uncle forced me to have sex with my cousin jenny at age 6 while he molested her brother and sister at the same time. I been horribly beaten by my step dad from age 5-18, My moms side of the family outcasted me and hated me and treats me like pure crap. I was beaten by my step dad till I was either bleeding or he was tired. no one believed me and he was good at getting people to believe him. I been homeless for a year. I have done all kids […]

6/19/2014 5 comments

by Joker1911 6/16/2014

written by Joker1911

Take everything in stride and try to enjoy everything for what it is. I understand it’s easier said than done. But take that risk of believing and never giving up anything that’s worth it.Things will run their course and just remember when things get bad from darkness comes light and most importantly always remain yourself never lose sight of you.

6/16/2014 0 comment

What’s your Favourite Movie?

by AbhishekShah 6/14/2014

written by AbhishekShah

Post some movie names here that made you feel good or something inspiring. Here is my list:

1. The Dark Knight + The Dark Knight Rises

2.Â The Odd Life of Timothy Green

3.Â The Pursuit of Happyness

4. It’s kind of a funny story 🙂

6/14/2014 18 comments

Moving forward

by Jaye 6/13/2014

written by Jaye

I haven’t posted in a while so thought I’d give an update for anyone who’s interested.
Also, I’m hoping it might give some people a bit of hope? Who knows.

Last time I posted I was literally at the point of ending it all. I’d already tried once but passed out; I’d been taken in by the police on a separate occasion and things were getting messy. I just wanted things over. There didn’t seem to be any other way that made sense. I had one last visit with my psych and they upped my meds. They told me they were putting me into day hospital. […]

6/13/2014 3 comments

Sad, mad, and confused..

by isuckatchoosingnames 6/13/2014

written by isuckatchoosingnames

Well, where do I start? I’ll start with the reason I decided to even consider writing this. Well while messing around on my laptop, I realized I haven’t left my room for a week, minus going to the bathroom, eating, and showering. After that I realized I’ve been in my room for a lot of my life. I’m not very close with my mom, I push her away when she tries to get close. I have plenty of friends, I just prefer to stay in my room and talk to people over the internet. I left my room last week to go on a walk […]

6/13/2014 1 comment

No Reason

by AlwaysMe 6/10/2014

written by AlwaysMe

There’s no reason big enough to end you life

There’s no heartache you won’t recover from

There is no past that you can’t overcome

There is no sadness that can drown you long enough

For you to come up gasping for breath

There is no obstacle big enough that you can’t jump over

There is no reason why you can’t lift the weight of the world from your shoulders

There is no plossible explanation to why you can’t remove suicide from your daily goal

There is no hurt that you’ve never experienced before

There is no girl or guy that can make you question your reason for living

Its your inner desire, that question your […]

6/10/2014 3 comments

can you finally see the pain?

by Redneck22 6/9/2014

written by Redneck22

At the age of 17 after signing paper to come to kicking horse job corps in Montana. I had a break down. remember that I have PTSD, I had a psychotic break down. this is honestly that hardest part of my life Its hard for me to tell people. but here it goes. I had a psychotic break down I was homicidal and suicidal. I showed up at my moms not(best friends mom and his house)Â house.Â She wasn’t feeling good. she was feeling sick that day. She looked at me and asked if I was okay. all I could manage was a head shake saying no.Â […]

6/9/2014 16 comments

Did I get Your Attention?

by Please_SomeoneHelpMe 6/9/2014

written by Please_SomeoneHelpMe

First of all… I’m not going to censor this. YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND. I NEED SOMEONE. Listen. Please, just hear me out! I can’t take being ignored anymore! So please, please just see what I have to say! Your the lucky one…all of you who are not me…all of you who you don’t have to ask for your own mother’s affection. Those of you whose own sister isn’t always planning to bring you down. Those of you who’s father actually spends time and gives a fuckÂ about you. Why can’t I be you..? You don’t have to pretend to be someone you’re not over social media […]

6/9/2014 21 comments

God could i have a different path?

by Redneck22 6/9/2014

written by Redneck22

I went through a lot to get where I am now. I went through hell to get to where I am now.

My story begins in Westminster Colorado. I was born in Westminster Colorado, I lived there till my 5th birthday. Then I moved to west Yellowstone Montana. After my 6th birthday I went to California to visit my cousins and grandparents where my story of depressionÂ and abuse and rape began. I was playingÂ cops and robbers in the dark with my three cousin.Â My older cousin was a cop and caught me as the game was being played, He took meÂ into the jail(a room). He asked me […]

6/9/2014 0 comment

How Depression Has Changed Me for the Better…A Message of Hope

by kreg77 6/9/2014

written by kreg77

Remarkably, two years from its onset, I’m still alive; still fighting. By some odd twist of fate, I’m still here…still on this beautiful earth that once was forgotten in my mind. I’m still here to speak of the taboo disease that is depression…this stigma that is an incomprehensible sadness. The sole disease that many encounter, yet the sole disease that no one wants to admit to. The sole disease that is so easily swept under the rug. The sole disease that is too disgusting to talk about, so it’s kept to a whisper. The sole disease that is too embarrassing to ask for help, so […]

6/9/2014 13 comments

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