For your poems.
im done for good. bye everyone.
Category:
Poetry & Art
…as I keep going through the time, I find myself in places I’ve never been, you know, every moment is a place where you’ve never been. But at the same time, you are always here. Always everywhere. Moving along with the Universe.
I hope the level of fear I experience on daily basis, equals the level of joy I will be able to feel someday.
Everything is always changing.
When darkness fell
on this land
light was jailed
and laughter band
I try to stand
but find no ground
in anger I yell
but hear no sound
The earth does weep
and the sky does cry
in this land
where truth is lie
no way to end
what had begun
in the land
where life in done
here in this land
where shadows dwell
all hope has fled
since darkness fell
it’s time to be with my daugther, dying is the best way out. what do you think?
written by amelia follicauo
So today i went to the doctor, he put me on antidepressants but i think he was very dumb. as i live alone ATM and i miss her so so much, i think I’m going to take all of them and mix it with alcohol. Emma will be so alone and scared o i have to go help her and look after her. it hasn’t been long since she committed suicide but this life is too hard and she deserves to have her mum with her. my kids have gone to live with their dad and they don’t want to stay with me so i […]
Hey guys, it’s been a while. Things have been going a whole lot smoother, it’s been better since September, but I’ll make sure to catch everyone up. During the summer, I went over to my father’s house more often and I enjoyed the time I got to spend with him and my step-mom, I enjoyed feeling free and responible at the same time; it was so much like cutting. Then, a little bit afterwards, my mom got pregnate, it’s the first time this has happened in five years and I am just freakin’ excited and happy for her, but she’s taken it way too far […]
When the sun sparkles, it makes me glad. A gleam of a smile, it’s nothing like sad.
The flowers arise and the draft sways the trees. Â Mommy, can I go outside please?
A luminous colour of green showers the turf, oh how much I love the earth.
A crack. A cling. A noise from above.
The thunder breaks as I clench my velvet glove.
The sky dims over the splendour, I crouch down, am I the only to surrender?
The devious rain, slashing at my back, something’s coming, something I lack.
Mommy rushes over, gripping my arm. Runs to the house, takes me to the warm.
I look out the window, look out […]
this is the end for me. goodbye everyone. i hope you all find your happiness. im not cared for so i give up, i came here to find help and a reason to live but all ive been told is im a liar and pathetic, i cant take this bullshit anymore.
goodbye, i love you all and dont forget you are beautiful!
goodbye life </3
Everyday I fight off the demons. Everyday I act like I’m okay. Everyday I creep a bit closer to insanity….
I can’t stop thinking about death. The thought of it scares me less and less as the days go by and that in itself terrifies me. I contemplate the slipping away into darkness, and I smile at the thought of never having to cry or feel again…
I have the means, but not the courage and that makes me want it even more. It’s like a forbidden fruit…
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I am not here.
I am not important.
I am not special.
I am not here.
I am not lovable.
I am useless.
I am not here.
I am nothing.
but being nothing, I am everything,
and being nowhere, I am everywhere
You’re already living. You hate it but you ARE living. You are here and you have stayed. That is for sure. And nothing else, not a fucking thing besides the fact that at this moment you are breathing and wanting to die or just reading stuff and thinking how miserable your life is.
Trying to understand the complexities of your existence.
You take the trying to understand and the complexities away – what’s left? Existence. All there’s left is existence. Stop trying to understand something you’re not able to. You can’t fucking _know_ Anything about this world. Earth is a fucking ball hanging in the air in […]
i was thinking of leaving for good, but then as i thought of it i had then realised people did care but may not have showed it as much as other people do. i have many reasons now on why i should stay; the two main reasons are my baby brother and my best friend/my everything and he is the guy i have known for a long time, who is now the guy im with. i still get depresssed but i talk to my bf about everything anytime, doesnt matter if its the middle of the night and i woke him up, he stays up […]
cancer, you have finally won as this is my goodbyes to all you wounderful people on sp. i have written notes to my family saying goodbye and now all is left is to the people of sp. thankyou for trying to help but its my time to go im sorry. all i can say is that cancer wins this fight it wins my life.
is there anybody that needs help before i die? i would really like to help someone, as please coment if you do, it may make my life last a little longer.
dont be sad ba happy you deserve it i will always care […]
life has beaten me, you win i loose you stay i go.
cancer has won i will die only to get away from the pain.
what do i do, im a mess, im in the middle of a breakdown it hurts, it hurts so much please help me before its too late.
It was the middle of winter, she left in the cold
Taking nothing but her ring and my pride
Now it’s winter again, I’m still here
There’s an empty bottle with me inside
I’m holding up a lamppost with my one good arm
The blood there on the floor must be mine
And I would be alright now
I’d be alright, but these memories are killing me
When promises break, they shatter like glass
The rainbow never gives you the gold
Old love letters left out in the rain
The summertime always brings the cold
All things must pass; both good and bad
Day is always […]
hello, well as you all know my life is a complete down buzz. if you dont well heres y… i have leukemia (cancer)
i get seriously bullied and no one cares about me. i have not told a living sole but i am planning my death and i need help…
i am seriously ugly now i have no hair and im always purpley blueish like a giant bruise. do you think if i was to dink half a bottle or more of bleech will it kill me i might even add in the meds i take. i wanna give up but then again i want help, what […]
i’ve been cutting again, my mum found out and guess what she said! i have no reason to do it im just calling out for attention… that’s what she said to me. how the hell do i not have a reason to do it! i’m dieing litterally heres y i do it…
im in pain
i have cancer!
no one cares about me
my lifes stuffed up
i get bullied
and im worthless
maybe i should end it right now, maybe i should stop fighting for my life. why should i have to suffer while no one cares about me.. am i left here to rott in this stupid hospital with a […]
I’m ugly I’m really ugly. 3rd time of chemo and I’m already really sick, ive lost over half my hair and its terrifying i’m scared I’m really scared. this is causing even more pain. should i kill myself now or carry on suffering in pain? cancer is to hard its awful and i dont see how im going to survive! ive been getting messages that im worthless, ugly, useless, good for nothing and that i should go kill myself. the hurtful things people have said to me its to hard to cope,…. how much longer can i last??? i feel really weak and helpless last night […]
Hold On – Lyrics written by Christian G. Lovecraft ©2011 Sadists Ate Me Songwritingâ„¢ All Rights Reserved
by Draven666
written by Draven666
I wrote this song a year ago in hopes of saving some lives. I wrote it in loving memory of a friend who committed suicide for being gay. This is for you, Asher Brown.
Every story I have read left me in disarray
I wonder what I could say to you to make it all go away
I know your days are getting darker and colder
But someday, I’ll regret never being able to help you as I grow older
I’m trying to get you on the telephone
Just so you know you’re not alone
Chorus:
Hold on even when you feel like falling away
Give […]
I am rounded
like letters formed
by a fading pen
with a loopy hand
that indulges itself
because circles
are without jagged edges
or at least they pretend to be
but if you look closely at those letters
you may notice that
(like me)
the edges are perhaps
not as smooth and circular
as they pretend
to be.
Sorry.