life has beaten me, you win i loose you stay i go.
cancer has won i will die only to get away from the pain.
what do i do, im a mess, im in the middle of a breakdown it hurts, it hurts so much please help me before its too late.
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no, dont go, dont let this beat you if you let it win then i’ll follow you. iff you kill yourself i’ll kill myself. your precious. your posts have been keeping me going. i know what its like to be in pain and i know it hurts because i have an illness as well just not the same thing. i care if you die we all will because you are amazing.
just try.
no offence but you proberly dont experiance it as bad as me. im sorry but im just stressed out and tired. but i dont thnk you experiance the amount of pain i am.
Im amazed by the fact I just read someone saying “if you kill yourself I kill myself”. The manipulation force is strong, with this one.
well i was going to kill myself anyway but a the moment i should save someone from doing it, and scared for life… i do know what pain your in, i can actually be in more on a pain scale mine is at the top of the amount of pain, and i know things are tough and im here for you. i dont want you t kill yourself and the minute i find out you have then thats when my life goes to. idc about my life i care about yours though i want you to stay and fight no mater WHAT. i hate hearing about people in pain because it hurts and i know that i cant help them, but im always gonna be supportive to anyone.
@scared for life- You say no one cares about you but in actual fact, lots of people do. We don’t want you to go. The fact that’s true might be for some reason suprising to you because you don’t think it. alone and abandoned just said that he/she would kill him/herself if you did. That shows very thoughtful, generous and caring determination. WE care scared for life. You might not see it cause you just want to reject it, but it IS there. Beleive.
Gumpy
@gumpy im a she… and @scared for life- gumpy has a point no one wants you dead they want you to be happy and beat cancers ass.
thankyou and im sorry.
why are you sorry?
I’m sorry for your pain. I wish you could feel better.
so do i 🙁 but im saying goodbye soon in 2 days i will take the stuff that will kill me an then i will write the final post and it will be goodby to me.