…what do you think He/She/They/It would say to you?

I seriously believe the Creator would look me in the eye and say two words: “You failed”.

I hate it when one minute your up and the next your down. No one to talk to so you question your reason for being here. Everyone has a purpose, but whats mine? To be miserable? I’m that person that people can come talk to about anything and i’ll listen but no one listens to me. People think i’m shy but i’m just trying to get out of my thoughts and push through another day. I’ve made it this far. Guess i’m doing something right? For a change….

like , got credit to call me ? cause i dont have credit to call ou

anyone want to talk me through it?

if so , i`ll post some detailsn when i`ll wake up tomorrow , for i`m fucked up drunk now

allso , why did my first and only post here got delete?  is it cause i told some guy to fuck odd?

Hi! My name is Makayla, and I am a teenaged girl. I used to have friends and I was always happy and smiling. There was never a time when I wasn’t smiling! I decided to make an account on ask.fm because everybody was doing it and so I decided I should too to try and “fit in”. So everything was good, I would get a few questions here and there, but then all of the sudden, someone called me a dirty slut. I was confused and wondered who said it so I answered them and said “screw you.” I didn’t let this get to me […]

Don’t do that if you are feeling sad, go to a christian church, talk with a boss and he or she will talk with you, and go to the church many times you will get a christians friends, but take careful, no everybody are good people, try to do that and tell me what did happen, Salutes I’m Mark Bridges, Search me in facebook, Marcelo Puentes, I’m latin, Salutes.

Sometimes I get so sad

So sad in fact that I completely shut down

I stare blankly at the wall

And it doesn’t matter what you say to me

Because in that moment I don’t exist

I cant talk to anyone anymore because they cant understand me. They think im some radical crazy piece of fvck. I guess theyre right.

I’ve created my own prison…

Do girls like shy guys?

Hello everyone, I wish I were dead.

I wanted to drive my car off the road today….but my partner was with me.  I would NEVER intentionally do that to anybody.  But still, it’s pretty scary to have such a strong desire to die when you’re behind the wheel.  I had to pull over, get out, and ask him to take over for me.  That’s how bad the urge was…….I almost don’t think I will drive anymore….

I don’t think there’s any need to explain why I want to die.  Sometime I don’t think it matters because I believe I’m just predisposed to feel this way.  I don’t […]

“you are your own enemy”… but is there anything else to do? enmity is not my problem, its more like a timepass. punishing and punishing and punishing. or i may change my attitude towards other side and it will become doing  good  and doing good and doing good. but what does it matter? how are they any different? choosing one over other – what is being achieved by it, other than me becoming happy instead of sad? and how is that happiness any different than sadness? i don’t see any point in choosing, i don’t see why i should choose one over the other. i […]

I tried overdose…so obviously nothing happened but I slept for for ever why am I so weak why can’t I just finish myself off

Fuck college……I am not going to get in anyway……..>.>

I was with a guy on and off for a little over a year. Even when we were broken up we still messed around its like we were still together even though we really weren’t.. I was and still am madly and deeply in love with him his my first love when Ever I’m with him words can’t describe how I feel.. He would look me dead in the eyes and tell me plenty of times I was his one nd only nd he loved me.. I believed..stupid me..as of yesterday he has a new girlfriend..and I sit here still in disbelief I want to […]

Last year I broke up with a long term partner, during the last stages of the relationship i wished to die every single night (my prayers werent answered) I tried to commit suicide when i was 14 by hanging but people kept going upstairs where i was going to do it. The last time i was 17 and over dosed on pills. After the break down of my relationship, i had to move back to my parents house, the only one who i spoke to about my suicidal feelings was a family member, just how i was planning it.

At the beginning of this year he […]

I know i’ve been asking a lot of questions lately. Forgive me.

I need help and advice, at the start of this month I tried to kill myself and when someone realised she made me promise not to self harm for the rest of the month at the very least. I foolishly promised her as she managed to look like she actually cared and was in distress over it but I immediately realised my mistake. It’s been twenty three days and I’ve avoided any self harm so far but I really really feel the need to cut right now. I don’t want to break my promise, please, what do you guys do to stop yourselves from cutting […]

Got rejected by Stanford University, does my remaining life worth living?

Don’t I have a choice, instead of spending a precious human life on earth as a mediocre?

Without self convincing myself  ” not all great people are from Stanford University”

All I can think about is death selfharm ing dosent help anymore it hasn’t been this bad in forever…I can just see myself doing it and feeling nothing I just want everything to be over and done with I can’t do this anymore im a failure a worthless whore fuck up who’d be better in the ground at least doing somethin. Right…..

He doesn’t get it. When I text him at 1 in the morning it’s fucking important. I know i shouldn’t be hanging on to him like that. He’s not my life line. My best friend is out of town and she’s always the one I would turn to, but in my relationship I should be aloud to turn to him right. Six seconds later on his answer text… Lets just say I’m still here though. I love him… I think. He shouldn’t have to put up with this. I want him to get it though. He thinks that I can just talk to a councellor […]