Anyone who knows where Dave_N is or what happened to him? I really haven’t seen him for a long time. I really wanna know a little bit more about why he disappeared and so, because I felt related to him in some way and he lived like 5 miles away from me, but I don’t know exactly where. Any information is welcome. Please help me!!

Anyone have a good way of commiting suicide?

Sometimes, there isn’t always a light at the end of the tunnel.

Sometimes, there is light at the begining of the tunnel and we must take the light into the darkenss with us, into the unknown.

You must hold that light close and value it for being all that you have.

Although some lights are brighter, we must be thankful for what we are given to guide us, and not being left to total blindness.

We must stay positive that ,even though we can’t see what awaits for us at the end of the tunnel, we can still find our way through the confusion.

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I have been dead for years now and am ready to check out now…its time…I dont want to go into details of my life…all I can say is emotional and physical pain has worn me out…I do not want to be here anymore..I cant…I have tried to survive but I am drowning…sadly there is no one out there for me…no one…everyone I cared about…every one I thought cared for me is now gone…the people(person really) left in my life do not encourage suicide but left me emotionally long ago so I do not have a support system…not that I ever did…my physician have given up […]

Not only do they not believe in anything out-of-the-ordinary or supernatural, they get really pissed off when you say you do believe. The reaction is usually like this: “Hey, seems like someone’s been watching too many horror flicks”, or “come on, it’s plain bullshit, where’d you hear it?” – and these are still some “mild” responses, others spare no hurtful remarks, though I won’t mention them.

But what if that uncanny thing IS the most obvious and reasonable explanation? No, there still will be denial, because it’s easier to pronounce someone crazy than acknowledge stories like that we see in movies tell a bit of truth. […]

I love him but I never seem to do anything right in his eyes. He smiles and laughs with others but when I try to talk to him his voice is cold and harsh like he can’t wait for me to just leave him alone. Then when I get up set he says I’m causing drama and I need to stop. Guess I’ll just stop having emotions all together, that would be best for me

So, I have been a cutter for years, but I stopped four months ago, and haven’t since, until tonight. I was doing so well, but things have been going wrong lately, and im really depressed, and i couldn’t help myself. I am sixteen and live on my own, and  I thought i would be fine if i just cut once just to get it out, but i’m having a very hard time stopping. I feel like i need to keep doing ‘ just one more’; only thing is, there is always another just one more after. I don’t know how to stop. Please help, and […]

I have lost all hope of my life becoming something “normal”. I’ve decided I will die on halloween. I don’t know how just yet. But I’m using the time to give my stuff away, make sure someone can take care of Violet, and that my boyfriend will be ok. He’s strong, and we haven’t been together more than a week. No one will miss me

i just hate my life…i dont want this anymore i already tried to kill myself once i was just too sad and the emottion on wrath was just going on and on i just stoped thinking for a couple of seconds and tried to break my neck out of all sudden eventhought i put strength and heared the sound it didnt work…i stoped and thought about it and what i just was about to do…some days later i have this again…i just cant stand this i feel my parents look down on me sometimes most of my classmates or the people i meet hate me […]

Like the id, ego, superego aspect.  For myself, I’m kind of on the fence.  It seems like it explains some aspects of human behavior, but it also seems a bit arbitrary.

My time is here
my love
not a sin to be together love can not be happening
loneliness is killing me
sin jail

I never thought this was going to happen
you came in my life
like a comet passing in the dark
in a blink
you robbed my heart
I no longer know what to do if you are not here 
I feel lost in a maze inside my mind
Death and fear
are unite to destroy us
grab my hand and let’s go
to find a world where we could be together

My time has come
dear love
not a sin to kiss me […]

We own a small mom and pop motel which is very stressful to begin with. In 13 years we have not had to fire anyone because it would always work out that they quit first. We always preferred not to fire people but to let things run there course until the person just left. We live on an island community where everyone knows each other and many people are related. It has always been in our best interest to let things run there course and not fire any of our contract labor as not to stir the pot. We are very dependent on locals referring […]

I have always thought I had Borderline Personality Disorder, but I find myself in a bit of a situation.  I was diagnosed with severe depression and an anxiety disorder and not anything else. I am on lots of meds, which are also used to treat that and Bipolar Disorder. They worked for a while, but it’s getting worse and worse. I haven’t been able to get anyone to help me diagnose what I think is the true issue. I can’t get into a Psychiatrist bc they told me I’d have to be put in a 72 hr hold before they could assign me to anyone. […]

you people…why don’t you come out? why, why are you stuck? enslaved by your own mind? can’t your mind think otherwise? where are you? can you find yourself among all these torrents of thoughts and emotions? do you even exist anymore? can’t you change anything? have you given up? or have you, in the last desperate attempt to save your existence, shaken hands with your dark, looping mind and now work from its side…helping it to go more downwards through your reason. you… are seekers of freedom, my friends, its the highest hope & destination anybody can ever desire!; but is this your way to achieve […]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfRY3SsozuM

just something I think most of us can relate to

It has been 3 weeks ago since I had to leave the psychiatric hospital. In those 3 weeks a lot of things have changed. Everything is for me too stressful and I feel really stressed. I also feel really down, more suicidal and I don’t wanna do a single thing, there’s not a single spark of happiness in me. I even can’t handle school, and I’m doing only the half of my lessons. I really don’t know how to go further anymore. I’m fighting to get a better life for 10 years now, and it only gets worser and worser, so why should I anymore? […]

Hows it going everyone?, this is us a random group of perfect strangers united by one common thing!

Ok you guys and girls, here is a post you can all argue your opinions on. I feel bad that so much arguing is being done on other people’s posts that aren’t even commenting back. lol I can only imagine the look on their faces when they see how off topic their own post have gotten in their absence.

Feel free to say anything you want here!

This should be interesting! 😉

It really was a blur. I don’t really know how it started, but when I was done, I had neat lines on my leg. It didn’t hurt like I thought it would. The razor had a bite, but it was like a mix of pain and satisfaction. It was almost like the droplets of blood proved a point to me…. I finally did something about all of this pain… It started with little nicks, just to see if I could really handle it… Then it turned into deeper, longer lines. I had no idea what to expect… At least now I do…

PLEASE believe that you are precious and irreplaceable. No one can take your place in the world. You are the only “YOU” in this world. Please don’t give up hope! You have lots of potential! And i’m sure you will do great things in life! I’ll be there for you. You can contact me at truereality1994@gmail.com. Take care!