Tired with all these, for restful death I cry,
As to behold desert a beggar born,
And needy nothing trimmed in jollity,
And purest faith unhappily forsworn,
And gilded honour shamefully misplaced,
And maiden virtue rudely strumpeted,
And right perfection wrongfully disgraced,
And strength by limping sway disablèd
And art made tongue-tied by authority,
And folly doctor-like controlling skill,
And simple truth miscalled simplicity,
And captive good attending captain ill.
Tired with all these, from these would I be gone,
Save that to die, I leave my love alone.
is there anyone who can provide material to insult the organisations and the society and what ever the reason you are suicidal now.blame it lets blame it.
We are dying anyway right.so let’s
Speak it out.come on!!!!!
ive had enough of live but im too worried that my friends wouldnt come to my funneral but you know what fuck it i cant be bothered anymore to give a care to the world fair enough i’ll join my grandparents the only ones that even cared about me my moms dying anyway so it wouldnt make that much of a difference. why did i have to go through this i have scars all over my body and i cant stand to look at my self any longer i have to get my mom to brush my hair because i cant bair to look at […]
The dragon follows me where ever I roam;                              together we search for a place to call home.                                      We make our way to the Dragon’s keep,                                          but on the path, the darkness does sleep.                                      The Darkness follows me around,                                            even after the Dragon I have found.                                          A never-ending path we walk,                                             this gives us much time to talk.                                                  The Dragon wants peace, wants the Darkness gone,                              while the Darkness wants to what exactly he did wrong.                         On the road we meet a Phoenix, a Unicorn, and a Mermaid,                      for whose […]
Has the heart no anchor? Has it no weight that any loss, lie or love can rip it right out of a chest? No, my heart is weak…as is yours which is why we wear ours stitched to our sleeves and allow our wrists to bleed.  Fear not the crimson flowing down my fingers for my heart is only broken. Rather, fear the day that dripping blood is no longer my burden to bear…or my pain to share…for when my heart’s last thump sounds, you will know that the underworld is mine for the taking and when they meet me, I will torment those who could […]
Fuck i am so bored! I want to have some fun before i die. I lost my chance to lose my virginity and get high. My chance has a girlfriend now. Oh regrets.
How could I be so blind? I guess I fell in love too quickly… but I’m fine.
Imagine where you’d be now If you only knew, the one you love is the one who’s killing you.
I trusted you too much, I know now that I should have kept my eyes wide open.
I handed you a knife and my heart, and now the dream is over.
I know this is a stupid and trivial thing to be thinking about but since I have a while til I can “go”, I’m thinking about near everything. I know I’m going to write notes. I’m between a couple methods. But Facebook…deactivate my page or leave it be? I don’t want to have a creepy presence where I have an online presence even though I don’t have a real life one. I know some people who committed suicide and their’s was used as a memorial thing where loved ones wrote nice messages. Although that’s a nice idea, I’d feel odd writing to someone who’s not […]
im trying my best. I made some changes and for good its a little hard but i know i can i have 2 weeks without cutting
this world give us enough suffering
So i thought to creat a thread to humilate her.is thier anyone who got a good material?we are dying anyway so please humilate the world for me and/or for you.
I’ve posted here before. I had a bicycle accident 19 months ago. Fractured my neck and spinal cord and left me paralyzed. I’ve worked hard to get better and now I have limited use of my arms and hands and can sort-of walk or stumble
like I’m drunk. I have constant nerve pain and need help dreessing, showering, with toilet and supervision walking. I hate living this way, I hate being alive. I’m totally overwhelmed by insurance requirements (disability, SSDI, health, long-term-care) and trying to ensure that I continue having health insurance or Medicare. It’s so f*ing complex I want to scream or put […]
HEY TRISTEZA JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I LOVE YOU GIRL!!! <3
When I was younger (not sure when; had to be before I was 13 because my parents were still together) I would often sit outside on our front swing and listen to music. Everyone would leave me alone and I would watch the cars drive by. Once I guess I swung a little too high, because the chain snapped and the swing broke. I hit my head, woke up, and it was dark outside. I enter my house and my dad is furious. “Where were you?! You were gone for like, 3 hours.” I look at the clock. It was 8:30 at night. I had […]
Little girl who swings and cries, would you give them one last try…. to win your heart?
The little boys and girls are cruel but you did not drown in the pool…so one last chance to win your heart?
Cuts and bruises, stolen shoes just when you had none else to lose. Careful now, those rocks are sharp but one last chance to win your heart?
Little girl with swoopy hair, black polish and a far off stare, youre as far as you can fall apart…now let the hate and bloodshed start.
Twisted vengeance hath your heart
Is bullying just natural, just nature’s way of weeding out what’s not normal? I’ve told you guys I’ve been bullied bad all my life because of my genetic abnormality. In other words, I’m ugly as sin, I’m weak as water, I got so much bullying even at church so I had to stop going.
Out in nature with animals if a creature is born so severely far off from what its supposed to be, it’s likely to be rejected. The mother might refuse to feed it, she might even kill it. It is very sad, but that’s how animals are hardwired. I just wonder if me […]
yet another failed attempt apparently something wants me to stay on this god damned world even the doctors said im lucky to be alive…
i feel like noone knows me. my freinds dont even know me. why am i so alone. i have so many people who want to be there for me but i feel like they are just fading away. becoming less and less. i hardly talk to anyone, even my own mum. i come home from school and she asks me how my day was and i just grunt and walk to my room. i want to tell her everything, how i feel and everything but i know she wont understand. i tried to explain it to my best freind but even she didnt understand. she […]
I hereby sentence you to live………FOREVER!!!!! HA HA HA HA HA
So,I’m decided to commit suicide,I’m not going back because giving up on suicide always makes me regret.However,even when you’re decided to commit suicide,part of you says : please,don’t!,things will get better,have hope.Fortunately for me,I don’t hear that part’s voice anymore,so I won’t suffer any longer.When I still heard that voice inside my head,I used to feel like it was trying to get back to my thoughts,just like when people are dating and then they break up and one of them don’t stop trying to fix things up.Now I can say to that “voice” that WE ARE NEVER EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER
so I’ve been all alone in a strange country. it feels like what home is supposed to feel like I guess.
anyone seen Absolute lately? I don’t think he is gone tho.
things are changing. slowly. somehow. I hope.