We are never ever getting back together

So,I’m decided to commit suicide,I’m not going back because giving up on suicide always makes me regret.However,even when you’re decided to commit suicide,part of you says : please,don’t!,things will get better,have hope.Fortunately for me,I don’t hear that part’s voice anymore,so I won’t suffer any longer.When I still heard that voice inside my head,I used to feel like it was trying to get back to my thoughts,just like when people are dating and then they break up and one of them don’t stop trying to fix things up.Now I can say to that “voice” that WE ARE NEVER EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER