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Well don’t mind me.
I’m going to kill myself in 10 days.
Or less, I think. I don’t know.
Its not like anybody cares or will care.
Nobody damn cares, thats what.
I’ll kill myself and nobody will care.
Ha ha ha ha.
Oh my god I want to die.
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10 days
Let’s see.
No more daily emotional pain that is excruciating – more than any physical pain I have felt.
No more feeling like I want to scratch off my own skin just to take away the feeling of emotional pain
No more trying to face people and smile
No more worrying about jobs/cars/bills
No more worrying about will I find a partner.
No more worrying about my health and which diseases I have because I get a headache.
No more worrying about losing my looks as I get older.
No more worrying about anything anymore.
Just peace and calm and NOTHING. I have just 10 days […]
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