i want to die soooo bad, i think about it all the time now. i’ve been thinking about shooting myself in the head, i’ll put the gun in my mouth to make sure i dont survive. yep, thats how i want to die, i have officially chosen my exit plan. im not sure on when im going to do it, but its probably going to be soon. hopefully before anyone suspects me of being suicidal again. right now, everyone thinks im fine, that im doing great, but on the inside, im despising every single minute of living. i have gotten used to being suicidal for […]
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Hate it, seems like I always have… Somewhere along the line I had three kids… I really hope they don’t have problems like me. I cant do anything I would like to about my problems cause I refuse to saddle them with that… Freaking stuck like chuck in a worthless whirlwind of shit. I would tell you my story but there is no beginning and unfortunately no end in site. Somewhere in the middle are some selfish parents a cheating wife and whole bunch of money problems…. Three great kids though… I cant screw them up 🙁 . Its like a life a sentence on death row… Hows […]