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depression ?

by myranicolee 5/4/2013

written by myranicolee

i havent been on in a while… about a month..

well uhm…

the bulling started to go away..

i felt happier..

i felt good ..

but then..

one person diddent like that…

they started it back up..

im constantly bullied now..

atleast once in every class every day..

i dont want to tell my mom because she doesent understand..

my mother adn sisster act like their higher adn better then others and their not..

ive cried alot more lately..

i feel really down lately..

and i just dont really know how to describe the rest…

i feel really bullied…

and theirs noone i can tell everything to ..

or atleast what i want to tell..

i keep inside alot of things..

im just kinda […]

5/4/2013 2 comments

I don’t know where i went wrong….

by oemh 10/16/2012

written by oemh

i feel like im going in inase i keep on talking to myself and im getting crept out by my self. im trying so hard to be HAPPY again for the first time in a really long time but its so hard. so my mom made me practice a 10 sencond part for 10 minutes because SHE didntÂ thinkit was good enough and tonight i was doing a project on her laptop adn she keept on bugging in adn tellling me what to do!!!! i am so close to a breakdown right now i literally have tears in my eyes while im writing this. i […]

10/16/2012 1 comment

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!<333

by oemh 10/15/2012

written by oemh

i just wanted to say thank you to you guys you have helped me with soo much it. talking to you guys masde me feel like im not alone adn that other people feel the way i do too:). I’m trying to be happy i tried to do it awhile back but someone thing happended and i cracked</3.Â I’ve decieded not to tell my parents that i probally have reacurring deppresion becasue… well 1 i ont want them to think im screwed up and 2 im afariad of’ve what everyone else will think of me…. anyway THANK YOU GUYS SOO MUCH!!<3333 I PROBALLY WOULNT BE […]

10/15/2012 1 comment

GANGMAN STYLE ( ITS ON THE RADIO AND I COULDN’T THINK OF TITLE SOO YEAH)

by oemh 10/10/2012

written by oemh

So today i almost broke down it was a tough day and it’s lke i can feel that tommorows gonna be a tough day too but i’ll survie right?? i mean i kinda have too.Â tommorw goals:

surive ( i have a sleepover with my friend if you look back at some of my earlier post i talk about her and yes she is the one who was calling em names adn stuuf but she said she wants to put in the past and that shes really sorry and that her parents might be getting a divorced so she took it out on me but i […]

10/10/2012 0 comment

Day 2 in recovy!

by oemh 10/8/2012

written by oemh

Last night i decide that im going to try to be happy and not let being depressed adn sucidial get to me:)

what I’m doing is…

I’m having sleeppovers more so that If i do haeva breakdown I most likely won’t do it in front of friends and then i won’t get sucidial thoughts in my brain
I’m going to try hareder in dance yes i did make the second line but im first line worthy adn i im prettyÂ sure my teacher nows that so im going to kick but on thursday!
im going to study harder i mean good grades won’t happen on there own!:)
Â I’m also im […]

10/8/2012 4 comments

the fall back guy

by endless_sorrows 5/9/2012

written by endless_sorrows

i dont know what to do… i like my ex agai… ive been waiting for her for 5-6 years now and shes in a relationship, but thats kinda going dwn the drain and ive been talking to ppl and they say she’s just using me and or toying with me. one minute she would flirt with me and the other she will keep her distance… were already doing “couple like things” where whang out everyday and text everyday, and even talk on the phone till we fall asleep every other day. ppl say that im her fall to guy but i dont want to be […]

5/9/2012 5 comments