I know friends can’t be replaced with anything else. But if you don’t have any friends, you can at least try to find something to love. That’s why I decided to get pets. We already have pets, but none of them are really my pets. The cats don’t like me because as a child I didn’t know how to play with animals. I would accidently(!) scare and hurt them. And the dog likes me, but I feel no connection with dogs. I’ve wanted my own pet for a while now, first I wanted to get a bearded dragon (it’s a kind of lizard), but they […]
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I dont know whats been going on lately….me and my mom have been fighting so much to the point i cut myself last night…last time i did that was in September when everything around me fell apart… and when i found out my boyfriend was calling anther girl babe i forgave him and im starting to trust him more and more…but today he asked me if that girl he was calling babe could go to our church to meet me… i dont know what kills me more the fact hes still talking to her after everything that happened or he would […]
Hey I am 22 (just turned) male from UK. Basically I am stuck in life. I never leave the house because I have nowhere to go, I have no friends and nobody to talk to every single day, including weekends. I am currently looking for work and have never had a job yet (been looking 2 & 1/2 years). I am done with education as its neve rgot me anywhere and I can not receive funding to do what I even want to do.
I am stuck in life, I have no future and no friends, no girlfriend, no place of my own, no transport, […]
Hey I am 22 (just turned) male from UK. Basically I am stuck in life. I never leave  the house because I have nowhere to go, I have no friends and nobody to talk to every single day, including weekends. I am currently looking for work and have never had a job yet (been looking 2 & 1/2 years). I am done with education as its neve rgot me anywhere and I can not receive funding to do what I even want to do.
I am stuck in life, I have no future and no friends, no girlfriend, no place of my own, no transport, no money. I have nothing, […]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=lwSKCZJxLXg
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I wanted to try something to get more knowledge of what songs people might like to make them happy..they say classical music stimulates the babies brain so maybe if I listened to good music that makes you happy then we could be on the same page..that’s what friends are for right? I like leona Lewis, footprints in the sand & I like beyonce, I’m here. Now it’s your turn..what songs make you happy?
Ive been abused as a child…
Ive lost loved ones..family & friends… Ive been divorced twice by the same man & I have no friends cause they just want to laugh at you & tell you your just crazy… I have a gun… […]
I Produced This video for someone i lost almost 6 years ago to suicide. It holds a strong message that unfortunately needs to be heard! My only ONE hope is that it reaches ONE person who needs it! Please watch this video, re-post it, and like it, to help get the word out. We only have ONE life, so be the ONE who helps someone else from taking his or hers away!
For the younger people (and those not), here is a site you might find useful. It has a LOT of free course material on endless subjects from science to in this case, ‘the philosophy of happiness’.
http://www.cosmolearning.com/documentaries/philosophy-a-guide-to-happiness/
Just remember, life does not change with time, rather it changes with effort & insight.
Thats the main page and as you can see the site covers everything from anthropology to Veterinary Science. It is a free educational website for students and teachers
http://www.cosmolearning.com/
Other good websites that present interesting information for those that seek it is Ted.com & Bigthink.com.
Hope this helps and is of interest and even broadens your perspective on things […]
The world is a horrible place, and I learnt very young, that the world can take that all away from you in a single whim.
But there were people who loved me.
& that was enough to save my life.
To me, life was an incandescent glow of pure hatred and envy.
It didn’t matter if my mother was dead or alive, because nobody cared.
& like every other life, the world would move on, and I will become nothing but an unwritten part of history.
Every day was painfully alike. Made up of an accumulation of insignificant moments.
Brushing my teeth, combing my hair, getting teased and beaten; all these moments, all these tiny deeds that have accumulated and has become what is now my life.
And each day I would wait, and think that there was a reward waiting for me in the […]
My suicide story isn’t base on a single dramatic occurrence or a series of bad hands dealt to me by life, like so many have posted concerning their suicide stories. Like many (if not all) here I have been dealing with deep depression, manic mood swings, and suicidal thoughts on a daily basis, that at times feels all consuming. Again, my path to suicide wasn’t due to a traumatic event but rather a fucking series of mundane, minutiae life events that have led me to deciding to off myself at the end of lackluster, Loserville 25 year bullshit life. All my life I haven’t amounted […]
6 months ago, on Aug. 10, 2011, my best friend/cousin Keira, a beautiful girl full of energy and love and courage, tried to kill herself after bullies hurt her physically. She succeded in her attempt. I was 11 minutes late from our meeting place at the Chain Bridge in Budapest, and i could have prevented her death. She jumped off the bridge, but would have survived if not for the fact she hit her head. She was 13,&would have been14on Dec. 10, in 5 months . RIP Keira, we’ll always remember you.
I was picked up out of my home and thrown into a mental hospital on 12/30/2011 for a week so it really thwarted my plans of ctb before the new year. I left the hospital with a false sense of optimism, and now I’m sitting in my apartment on suicide websites again…..feeling like my soul is dead and I’m just going through the motions because that’s what I was told to do. Truth be told, I have no idea what the next day or weeks ahead of me hold….I know today was a shitty day, not sure when the glimmer of sunshine will show through […]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rVFse1LLQs&feature=related
My favorit scene from the movie. Lucifer and John.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=KuNQgln6TL0
He is an amazing guy … think of him if you think you are the ‘only one’ in the world having struggles …. and then, remember, ATTITUDE, NOT THEIRS, BUT YOURS matters most …
If you’re ever feeling down.
If you’re in need of a ‘pick me up.’
If you want to start your day right.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_profilepage&v=H8ZuKF3dxCY