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Anorexia Nervosa

Just curious on what you guys think

by Cookiedough 9/20/2017

written by Cookiedough

for some backstory to this, I was diagnosed with BPD (borderline personality disorder), depression, social anxiety along with an anorexia. Now, for some weeks I’ve been extremely depressed, crying all the time, thinking about suicide, etc. So i resorted to heavy restriction, and this is when things became really weird.

The day that I was restricting I felt like i was in some kind of high. So happy. So in control, and my social anxiety wasn’t that bad, i didn’t panic as much in crowded areas. and I was just happy…felt strange to feel all this happiness in once. But I felt like I could do […]

9/20/2017 11 comments

I’m going to be ok?

by itllbeok 8/7/2016

written by itllbeok

My aunty is visiting me before I leave for college, and she is the prettiest of my mom’s siblings because she uses the most makeup and she is the “beauty expert”. The only downside to this is that she cares way too much about her looks and comments on other peoples’ too. I was at the mall with her today with one of my other family members, and she kept talking about how much smaller she is than I am, yet she still has more than double my breast size. She kept saying comments during dinner (we ate saucy chicken wings from her favorite restaurant) about […]

8/7/2016 4 comments

My Silent Battle

by Lisa Marie 6/27/2015

written by Lisa Marie

I’m sorry this is so long. It’s my first post. But, it’s a juicy story filled with a lot of pain. I promise.

I’m not sure where to even begin. 10/11 years ago, or the recent events? What I do know is…it doesn’t matter if I kill myself of not. The beautiful star filled sky will still appear each night. The warm glowing sun will continue to rise every morning. The seasons will still slowly change and flow into each other in a never ending rhythm. Beyond me, everyone else’s life will still continue on. So, why not? My father always says, “Suicide is the most […]

6/27/2015 9 comments

some kind of support, I hope.

by Madison 3/6/2014

written by Madison

i made a post to my FB a while ago. I’m sharing it here now because i think it’s a means of motivation in some way.

“it’s time I just come out and say the obvious for those who may or may not have gotten the hint just yet.

I’m battling orthorexia. with anorexic tendencies.

I weigh, as of last .. maybe two weeks ago (the bathroom scale has been relocated and its probably for the best.) a solid 100 pounds.
I promise you that has gone down and I just dont know the exact number now.

one hundred pounds.
my problem is finding balance.
and this week, I […]

3/6/2014 3 comments

General Information

by Ana 2/17/2013

written by Ana

Hi I’m Ana.

I made an account because this site looked interesting, and I’ve been suicidal for a long time. So while I’m here, I just thought I’d give you some general information about myself.

-I’m 15 years old, and more mature than a lot of teenagers my age.

-Female

-I’m insecure about a lot of things, but one thing about myself is that I’m damn well proud of my body.

-I’m easily angered.

-I don’t share a lot of personally information.

Disorders, Hospitalizations, Self-harm History

Disorders

(None of these have been self-diagnosed)

Mood Disorder (most likely bi-polar)

Anxiety Disorder

SexualÂ Re-activityÂ Disorder

Anorexia Nervosa

2/17/2013 9 comments