I didnt want to post but im starting to feel like absolute shit. I hate the way the mind works. Do you know why you/we have emotional triggers? Evolutionary psychology. Your (subconscious) mind doesn’t want you to cause yourself danger. As a result it reminds you of a (perceived) danger when you see something that signifies it. In the past you could see an area of your surroundings that meant there were dangerous animals or that you had a previous encounter with one in the area youd scare yourself to know not to continue. Now a days if you see a reminder of your past […]
anti social
Everyday is the same never f*cking ending routine. I get up, eat, go to work, come home and lay around until my body succumbs to drowsiness. I do nothing in my free time anymore. My passion for art is completely dead and my friends never invite me to do anything. They don’t text me or even come close to asking if they want to hang out with a loser like me. I feel alone. I feel uncared for. I feel unappreciated. I’m rotting from the inside out. Why the hell was i born if I was meant to suffer? If I was meant to hate […]
Hi guys, I need your advice.
My current situation:
I’ve been feeling so depressed for the past few weeks. In fact I haven’t talked to anyone at all.
I’ve been locking myself in my room. I find peace in solitary and I’ve formed this peace bubble.
I feel like this is what I need for now. I need more time to be with myself, not worrying what other people think of me. I’m sick and tired of having to pretend I’m okay. I just need some space for myself.
Problems:
My cousin’s engagement party is going to be held on Sunday. Before I was in this […]