Life’s a cruel joke, some of us are just screwed. It’s survival of the fittest.
If I was a bastard I’d have everything.
Life’s a cruel joke, some of us are just screwed. It’s survival of the fittest.
If I was a bastard I’d have everything.
But now it seems like eating disorders and self harm are all over the place. I’m sure I’ve probably been making the most weird and horrified faces at just about everything.
I got handed a knife to cut open a bag and the guy sitting next to me pointed to the bag and said “Don’t cut yourself.†I almost dropped everything I was holding because I thought he was pointing at my left arm.
Later that night a friend walked in and said “Marion, you’re so tiny and skinny.†I smiled because I was super proud of myself until she said “I don’t mean to say you […]
so avrey thing i had wasunt good enuf for you
all the love i gave was wothe as much as shit to you
all the times i cryd for you all the times i cut
was wothe as much as shit to you
as all the blood i spat on the floor pulld out my broken teeth
at the botom of a pit of glutones meneingless sex
you keept me in your keep
my “frends” think its fun to get a shag evrey day
but if that knew the consequences thade say fuck this no way
cos i gave you all the love in the world and you tost it away
all the things i […]
it doesn’t matter if I’m severely depressed or not
I’ve come to realize and accept that I genuinely don’t care for this 3D earthly experience
most goals I’ve pursued, I’ve come to realize it was because people had me believe it was important
everything I get involved in, I start to lose interest at some point
no dreams, no goals, no passions nor ambition .. nothing meaningful to hold on to
I’ve been told I should get a job in the meanwhile .. yeah right
in other words, get back on the sheeple track
people tell you that stuff cause they’re too immerged in this earthly experience
they hold on to it like […]
    (the following is a letter I recently wrote in serious consideration with my personal thoughts. Sorry its not Hollywood style beautiful, but it is how I am feeling at the moment)
My dearest family, friends and anyone else that this letter may find its way too… This, in the end, may b worth nothing more then a bad joke because there r no words I can say to express how sorry I am… Sorry that I was blind to the blessings I already had and was selfish enough to think my problems were all that mattered. Sorry that I […]
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