i dont have any friends, i have people who i go around with at school, but i feel like im just hanging about like a bad smell.one girl is constanly falling out with everybody, and outcasting them, sending them horrible messeges and the afew days later forgets all about it. its happened to me afew times but somehow iv always wriggled my way back into the group. i get so paranoide about this, wondering when it will happen next. if i dont speak to her im left out of my social group and some friends i really like dont speak to me. i cant just make new […]
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Bad Smell
I was looking through my deviantart today and saw some old poetry I had worked on up to three years ago and realised that so much has changed, but at the same time, nothing had. I decided to put it here because I’d like to have it in one spot to look back on and remember how far I have come and it just feels right (probably sounds weird). They are in alphabetical order, not chronological and not all of them are suicidal as such (most were written before I realised what it was like to be suicidal), but they all are from the heart […]