Beautiful Dream

After studying least painful suicide methods for many weeks now,  I came to conclusion that properly done partial suspension hanging is the least painful way out.  And I do have a proof.    This morning  I tried my noose that I made yesterday from strong leather belt with strong, large D-ring style buckle (one of those “Lewis” designs),  to “try and see the fit”.

I had the noose hanging from a staircase railing, put it around my neck.  I lowered my knees and the very moment when I felt the noose closing tightly around my neck veins (without choking me),   I realized that this would be “it”.   My […]