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Being A Loner

Feel trapped in my mind and body, want to escape

by IndigoChild5 11/11/2016

written by IndigoChild5

New member here, please forgive me if this is too long of a read.

No faith in me because of my ASD label

I’ve been struggling with suicidal thoughts here and there for the last 10+ years. It begins from when I was a small child. You see, I was diagnosed with autism when I was about 6 years old mostly because of my speech delays and have had problems from the get go. The teachers often treated me like an idiot, and resulted in me reading at a kindergarten reading level until I was in 4th grade because my parapro only let me read some dragon […]

11/11/2016 2 comments

i just feel empty

by jordanriver 8/1/2013

written by jordanriver

im 16, All my life ive been depressed an alone. I’m not military family, but I’ve moved around a lot like every 2 or 3 years or less and so now I’m in a permanent place untill I’m 18 or so and ive never had friends and if I did they betrayed my trust ive just been alone my whole life and I’m bullied at school for not having any friends and being a loner ive cut many times and I just don’t know what to do anymore the emptyness and darkness I’m feeling is just driving me crazy.

8/1/2013 3 comments

I’m scared of being a loner

by The End 3/5/2013

written by The End

I can’t stand to be around my “friends” their fucking assholes Who don’t talk to me. I don’t talk to them anymore and I honestly don’t have anyone else. I only literally have had those 3 friends and now I’m alone. I have never been good with talking to people and it feels like I’ll never have anyone to talk to. I’ve become a text book loser. I dont have anyone to talk to or guide me. Lately I’ve just really hated life a lot and wish I could just not wake up.

3/5/2013 2 comments

Leave me be.

by U.N. Owen 3/27/2012

written by U.N. Owen

The only people I prefer not to be around are those who are only around you for what you can do for them.
If it is not some women for how much you can spend or how much they can use you to be their emotional sponge, or family who at every turn reminds you of how less in their eyes you are because you are different but still is always wanting something from you, or male associates who either want to borrow something, get a hookup, or use you as an alibi or to bail them out of trouble.

Not that one minds helping people […]

3/27/2012 3 comments