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Can’t tell if this is anger or something else entirely.

by Remnant The Unbroken
written by Remnant The Unbroken

I quit. I can’t save people, I can’t talk to people, I can’t love people right, I can’t do it. I’m done.

Fuck everything. Fuck the images replaying in my head. Fuck my fucked up choices.

And no matter how much love and care you give to people they’re going to chew you up and shit you out. They never take you serious enough. There’s a quote I read….”A lot of you cared, just not enough.”

 

 

I’m going to start cutting everyone off now. It saves me the pain later. And this God I’m supposed to believe in knows I’m tired of it.  Done being strong for everyone […]

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dark void

by bubbleblondeheart
written by bubbleblondeheart

I hope that liquid inside
would fill the sadness you hide
and in every day do you
believe that that can save you
and every day you sit alone
does that bottle feel like home
does it make you forget
everyday that you regret
does it fill you with joy
because nothing else can
you know your broken when
that little girl stands before you with sad eyes
and you don’t even notice them anymore
does that bottle fill your soul
does it make you happy at all
and when the sadness comes back
would you stay on […]

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is it the end?

by raven wulffee
written by raven wulffee

I put this gun to my head

I pulled the trigger I’m dead

i drank the poison

to break from my prison

baby my blood is frozen

you tried to make me revive

because you want me to survive

its to late you said your goodbye

the fault is all mine

I call your name

but to you this is all a game

the scars of time never fade

all this pain that you made

the cuts cover my wrist

i never got to rest

take my blade

give me life that you made

i scream i dont want this anymore

it all sinks to my core

you come to my funeral as i beg you not to cry

i really did try

i told you […]

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The thoughts are back..

by Jevans
written by Jevans

I came across this site a long time ago when I was going through a rough patch, and the url has always remained in the back of my mind. Those dark days were then pushed out by a new precence in my life – would you believe it, a girl. She gave me my strength back, and I became totally dependent on her, she made me happy, despite being unfaithful, unappreciative and generally all round nasty when she’d been drinking. I spent everything I earned in an attempt to make her happy, to the point that i’m now £5500 in debt.

She’s gone now, completely cut […]

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My story

by ThatGirl16
written by ThatGirl16

The beginning  of January I became depressed at first i didn’t think i was i thought it was because i didn’t believe it, i went to talk to someone nd i got some medication and it worked for a month until i had lost control, my step dad was in a metal worker so he knows what to do but when i feel depress try everything i can to find ways to kill myself. I look at my siblings and want to be them. I wanted to die but now i want to get better

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I can’t believe it…

by shatteredhopes
written by shatteredhopes

I didn’t think it was even possible to feel any more terrible than I did a week ago, but it is. It’s hard to even get out of bed in the morning. I’m just so exhausted all the time even though I sleep minimum 8 hours a night. I just hate this… I hate this so much… I wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone. No one. Why do I have to feel it? God, if you exist, why are you letting me feel like this? Why can’t you help me? Haven’t knocked me down far enough?  Can I just please die now? I’m already more […]

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All or none?

by New Shoes
written by New Shoes

Some say it’s all or none. Others say something is better than nothing. Which is it? I get so mad at myself for accepting the unacceptable, but when I cut people out of my life I regret it. I have no life essentially. No family, and one good friend (who doesn’t have the time of day for me because she does have a family). After being depressed for about 20 years, I don’t believe it gets better, I believe this is my life and I need to accept that. I am not meant to have or experience things that others do. I am right where […]

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Broken mirror

by AllBroken
written by AllBroken

Hello I’m 25yrs young I like that word better I’ve felt this way for awhile now I attempted suicide once already and died for about 5 seconds, long enough to hear the heart monitor flatline and feel life slip away, when I was a kid I had believed in finding something to believe in or hold onto, when I was younger I would look into the mirror and this feeling of sadness ignite in my heart I’d stare through the tears and tell myself it’ll change it’ll go away I used to wake up at night and cry until I fell asleep again sometimes my […]

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Living is pointless

by lolzmay
written by lolzmay

I’ve never understood the point of this life. When I ask people they often say, “Well, you graduate from college, get a job and start a family.” My only answer is, “And?” What comes after having a family and everything else you’ve worked so hard to obtain?

Death.

If in the end, no matter what we do, we all die, then what is the point of living? For those who believe in afterlife or a heaven after we die maybe life has a meaning. But to someone who doesn’t believe in anything, what’s the point? There are more than 7.046 billion people on earth. Millions of people are […]

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Everyday it’s the same

by lolzmay
written by lolzmay

Every morning I wake up and it’s the same: I’m still alive. Sometime I wake up and cry, other times I sit up and hold in the pain afraid my mother or brother will notice it. Some days I don’t get up. I skip school and lie in bed looking at the ceiling or sleeping, trying to escape reality. I hear as my mother walks into my room and asks worriedly if I think it’s normal to stay in bed all day and all I can do is nod. I don’t have the strength to get out of bed and face life. All I can […]

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Help?

by pineapples123
written by pineapples123

Hi, I’m 13 and I’m in 7th grade. I have anxiety and depression. I’m absent from school a lot because of it. I try to explain to my mom that’s why I don’t go to school but she doesn’t believe me. I have no idea what to do. The school already threatened to call the police and I’m scared. It just adds onto my anxiety so much. Any advice ?

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Just, tired.

by stranger_to_the_unknown
written by stranger_to_the_unknown

I’m just tired.
I’m just sad.
I’m just angry.
Today at school, some Christian told me i wasn’t going to heaven. Just because i don’t believe in Jesus. I do believe in God, though. But she doesn’t seem to understand that. Then after that, a friend of mine told me she had gone to the guidance office with one of my other friends. Extremely concerned on what happened, i asked why. They told me, it was for me. Some “preps” were talking about me behind my back, during gym today. They were saying that me and my girlfriend weren’t really in love, that we were […]

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I don’t know what to do…

by The_red_fairytale
written by The_red_fairytale

Me and my boyfriend *gasp* i know, i know why is this little ***** complaining about how life hates her, when she has a boyfriend that loves her?
1. I Feel numb, but he gives me some feeling back
2. He makes me smile and laugh, but I’m still not happy
3. He holds me when I’m crying, but I’m always crying
but the sad truth is my internet friends is that I don’t love him; I don’t even know if i like him. I mean he is the nicest guy you could meet, and he’s handsome, but I don’t know how I feel […]

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Serious

by wanderlustnebula
written by wanderlustnebula

I could seriously just end my life, just like that. Nothing’s stopping me, not even the words of my ”friends &family”. All I see is pain. Give me a break you deluded, sellf-servant prick. If you really believe in the words that you preach, get off your screens and onto the streets! Ahhh Bring Me The Horizon always has the right words… Yet people succeed flawlessly into ignoring people who have the right words. They don’t care about nothing but money anymore and it saddens me, even scares me. This world is a waste, humans have destroyed it, well most of it. There are still […]

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Forget It

by justanotherteenagestatistic
written by justanotherteenagestatistic

When you know how hard it is to drag yourself out of bed in the morning, then we can talk.

When you know how hard it is to even keep breathing, when all you want to do is stop, then we can talk.

When you know how hard it is to believe that life will never get better no matter what you do, then we can talk.

But right now, all I hear is noise.

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This Is Who I Am

by justanotherteenagestatistic
written by justanotherteenagestatistic

You know, I’m really sick

of people judging me

and thinking they know

who I am.

Just one

quick

little

glance

and an eternal

stamp

laces my soul.

Bi. Sex. U. Al.

You can say it.

I won’t mind.

My hand is as comfortable

in a girl’s

as it is

in a man’s.

My lips do know the touch

of a female

and they longed for another.

So what?

I’m not a SLUT.

I’m not a WHORE.

I’m not ‘undecided’

or just ‘confused’.

And they wonder why I

don’t believe

in their

God.

We were created in his image-

correct?

So then why does this

happen:

“Don’t tell the others,

but Daddy loves

you

the best.”

Is that who you worship?

“I love all my children

equally-

except for you.

You’re going to Hell.”

So here I go

with the homos

and the murderers

the thieves

the harlots

the liars

and in a way I […]

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I still want to die..

by englishboy.
written by englishboy.

..this is 10 years of low self esteem, depression, suicidal thoughts and anxiety.

This is 4 years and 4 months since I first discovered this website.

I still want to die.

___________________________

People always talk about holding on, it gets better and this isn’t your life forever, but when is the way I feel about myself or my life going to differ from the past 10 years? I’ve been shattered and broken by depression and this idea of suicide.. I’ve held, and held, and held, for what? Nothing has changed the way I feel and believe me, I have really put in maximum effort and tried to change […]

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4 more days!

by candyapple
written by candyapple

cant believe i only have four more days before saying my final goodbyes! i’ve already set my away letter for my mom, tonight, i’m going to do one for my dad.

thanks to the people here for everything. honestly, just thanks for being a site i can release my thoughts to.

to everyone else here, i hope you find what you’re looking for, or at least you know what you want to do.

goodbye and goodluck. to all of us 🙂

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All talk no Action

by thatoneguy122
written by thatoneguy122

I feel like I’m just full of hot air, everytime I get to the bottom of the bottom I can’t seem to end it. I tell myself alright you ***** you tried once and failed but you know what they say try and try again. I believe that maybe there is something keeping me here but lately its getting harder to believe myself.

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