This is going to sound insane, like I’ve lost my mind, or like I’m a real idiot or someone who hasn’t been honest here, but I have been.
So I found a place to live for the next 7 months, provided my work keeps up and I can pay for it. I don’t have a bed though, so I’m on the couch. I’d like to be able to have a bed in my own room though.
Anyway, I’ve been through some real hell with the guy I like blowing up at me when I try to talk about how I feel, which is that the terminology he […]
For the last 6 months I’ve been suicidal…
If I ever commit suicide there are a couple of things I want to accomplish first…
1 become a professional artist (right now I draw in an anime/manga style really good
2 fall in love (once) maybe twice if I’m lucky…
3 go to Japan (maybe Tokyo or Kyoto, or Osaka or HokkaidÅ)
4 Become Atheist or Christian (currently I’m an agnostic theist and kind of Buddhist)
5 earn some money
6 buy a motorcycle or a nice car
8 maybe rent an apartment (a really nice one)
9 become healthy (have a healthy heart, have a healthy mind)
10 ‘attempt’ to kill myself first and see […]
To whomever reads this
I see a therapist to deal with my anxiety disorder that is heavily plagued with panic attacks and I am often ‘scared’ into a state of immobility where I cannot think move or breathe for short periods of time.
Anyway, we were discussing characteristics of what a person with anxiety exhibits and whether there are any common links. He had studied all his patients (and aside from other details he wasn’t able to release under confidentiality laws) he was able to tell me 64% of his patients were aquarius.
It is funny that this statistic exists. A profiling overview of an aquarius person states […]
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